A way Beyond The Edges...

SyafakaAllah Abah

2012-01-11T18:49:00.002+11:00

Ya Allah
Sembuhkanlah Abah.
Tenangkan Hati mak dan Abah
Panjangkan umur mereka dan semoga hidup mereka dirahmatiMu
Ya Allah
Permudahkan Abah untuk bernafas
Jauhkan dan hindarkan penyakit yg dihadapinya...

Sabar dan Tabah dengan segala kemungkinan yg mendatang..

A hero in my heart.

It always abah..

You just like a shelter to us...

Protecting us days and nights

Sometimes we feel being controlled...due to immature thought.

Yet u see it through...for the sake of Our future

Yet you give us the best that you can...shape us with any means

When we need u, u come straight away to solve it

come with warm and open heart..

While you need us...we say wait, i have work to do..what a such kid!

Abah, i'll be there...

Hoping with my present keep you strong...

Hoping Allah will cherish the moments again..

Oh Allah...Allahuma rabbil yusri yusra.

Oh Allah, love my parents as they are loving us since we kid.

I hope anyone who read this, im begging you to pray for my father's health.

To be abroad while your family need you is stabbing heart every single minutes.

Thank you in advance..

Salam

"You Know Who"

2011-12-28T18:38:00.005+11:00

Salam
We saw, we admitted, we agreed, we nodded our head when we say...
All of the stream lines control or maybe conquered by "you know who"...
From early morning till we went to bed, the atmosphere senses that all link together to "you know who"..
If in Harry Potter we say "you know who" is Lord Voldermort (correct me if im wrong)...
But in reality, it is actually not a person but a group...
whom manipulated the world equations...for their own purposes..
Life equation changed from G to M etc...

All this while we have been played in the way suite our lust and our personal agenda...
We might see it normal, yet it has been way than normal.
We are no longer believe in what we should believe..
We are slowly depriving from the truth path...

This "you know who" enjoying the show, and clapping...
They make us feel comfort in their comfortzone...
and make us feel reluctant and annoyed by our own roots...

We have been provoked by movies through..
through beautiful and handsome artists..
luxury and comfort lifestyle...
working for pleasure and success...
ignored believe with diverted humanism..
Social world with unlimited borders...
Money is everything and something to worship...

There was among them back in few centuries test the quality of people...
"A boy is crying because he couldn't finished his memorization of the Quran"--they said that this
people is still strong...while a few centuries after that..
"A boy is crying because he broke up with his girl friend"--now they are weak

I pray for all of us to be realized what we feel, what we see and what we experience.
"You know who" is out there...be prepared.

Keep it Simple and dont put accessories on yet...

2011-12-13T17:57:00.003+11:00

It is not about bag, clothes or even food. It is about ourselves...
Sometimes we very satisfied with ourselves make us not realized the truth is...
Sometimes people eyes would tell the truth about yourself ...or the opposite..
Sometimes we think we do the best and feel satisfied, yet people say Not yet...
What we should do is..give the best instead of waiting for the best...
Dont blame or complaint...
Let it be the way that you want but in the same time dont force it...
River bank shallow with small interference building up...an end with open sea...

A thing to ponder upon, be yourself but upgrade!
Shall we have our progress chart for ourselves?
Not only work, but household behaviour..

I pray for myself and family to end with Good ending.
May Allah bless my path and yours...

Maintenance

2011-11-30T18:33:00.001+11:00

....Patient!...

2011-08-05T10:20:00.003+10:00

It is ramadhan, and i started working at new location. It is challenging to me as i am travelling almost 200km in a day.. For the toll is around RM10 and for the gas is about RM30.

Yesterday was the moment that is very tiring. On the way back home, i jammed at 4-5 different spots, and it took 3hours....

But somehow, i managed to cut down the cost today, by learning new street .

Unpleasant reason...

2011-07-25T15:56:00.003+10:00

I heard it real!

My friend told me that he went to the MTV Concert in i-City Shah Alam.

I asked him, when?

He replied, last saturday from 5pm to 10pm.

I asked him, so where are you praying maghrib?

He replied, erk...solat tuh "kantoila sket"...but they have prayer room at the i-City...

Allah...

My friend has never skipping his Solat since i met him. He always pray at the Surau even though it was 4pm in the afternoon for dhuhr.

But this is my friend, what will happen to other who doesn't have this shield in themselves?

I am very upset! While we are moving towards ramadhan, there are still program that can manipulate people's time through entertainment.

I hope that i can see through all of this, may Allah strengthen me and my family to forbid this uncertain mishap.

Ramadha, you are most welcome!

It is hard to understand myself...

2011-07-22T13:23:00.002+10:00

I made a decision...but yet it something midst in place for this...

Yet, I am the type of person who like to take risk and...

in the same time i don't want people feel burden on what i decided...

I read some characteristic regarding myself whereby...

...on some occasion i need to be selfish on my step...

...where it explained for me to care for myself...

In the same time...

I kind of hasty person...who like to see result in fast...

I tend to keep all the possibilities manageable by myself...

I don't want to depend on people to much...

Such as I am facing problem where requires man power..

But i insist to get help, and i over burden myself in solving it...

Yet this is not logic...

I need others to complete me!

Patient is sometimes hard...yet it is solvent.

What I need to do in my own perspectives..

Take risk but keep it low if it is involved others around you...

Take high risk when you want to challenge your personal..

Be particular about other feeling...

Care for others in some occasion, but think for yourself as well...

Finally...

Leave the rest to Allah! Tawakal bro!

For now, i need to find a way to disperse this stress...

Allahuakhbar...

Allahuma Balighna fi Ramadhan...Ahlan Wah sahlan..wa marhaban bi kum

2011-07-20T11:22:00.004+10:00

Den mest hellige måneden er nærheten til byen. Bør vi forberede for det? Set vårt mål, planlegge ogutløse. Neste år vil jeg være fastende i andre land hvor Fajr er på 2am og maghrib er på 22:00. Jeg kunneikke forestille meg hvordan dette vil teste meg og jeg kommer til å overleve? Allah er den beste å håpe på.
Isya 'vil være på 24:00. Så du har 2,5 timer for dere til å be isya '+ tarawkih + Tahjud + Sahur.

Allahuakbar
Allahuma balighna fi Ramadan

Translation:

The most sacred month is near to the town. Should we prepare for it? Set our aim, plan, and unleash. Next year I will be fasting in other country whereby the Fajr is on 2am and Maghrib is on 10pm. I couldn't imagine how this will test me and am i going to survive? Allah is the best to hope upon.

Isya' will be on 12pm. So you have 2.5 hours in order you to pray isya'+tarawkih + Tahjud + Sahur.

Allahuakbar

Allahuma balighna fi ramadhan

"Clean" or Cleansing?

2011-07-12T12:05:00.005+10:00

Salam

There are so many different opinions towards what happened in Malaysia recently. My limited perspective regarding this is mainly on the fundamental agenda.

For me what their are proposing is something that we can't argue with, but the only thing is the method that they implement. Last time we are fighting to take down all the impostors which done chaos on Islamic standard on the Malaysia Law/Acts,yet you having them being your leader today in fighting on political/civil agenda. Can't we see the real agenda here?

What I see is, people especially Malay being played without them noticing it. We are so deep inside in letting our feeling/emotion astray us from the truth path. We would see our rival down in whatever means despite what we are fighting for, and this is what you say principal in your fight? While the other rival is in safe state which they played more political strikes rather than solving the root because they tried to save their own stability?

3rd party just clapping their hand and waiting those two same bulls torn each other. They will wait for the moment where both of them collapsed and they will strike with single tab.

We can't sit still and wait for this moment to happen. Set the step,and begin to walk. "You yourself can only change your path"...

...

new post from facebook caught my eyes, read it , if you disagree, just leave it there...

something to ponder upon..

Hvon gor der?

2011-07-11T17:42:00.002+10:00

Hvon gor der?

Der gor bra.

May Allah ease my task, and may this being the best for me,family n everyone

(note: it is not the meaning of those words ya)

N or M? TA or R?

2011-07-05T10:56:00.003+10:00

Sometimes i write bcoz i like to express it...although there is no one reading my post, but always it keeps me calm. Alhamdullilah...

N or R is location that i kind of deciding upon, not only for works but also living...

One direction pointing up away from here, yet on returning you'll settling at peaceful place but further way from KL.

Another one, up away as well but within coverage, and definitely you need to move outside for several times in a year.

I feel. Nervous - Confidence. Worried. Happy. Tawakal!

May Allah ease my task and may this is the best.

Two diverged into 2 (Robert Frost)

2011-06-28T16:51:00.003+10:00

Salam

It is not the way that u might thing my friend in ISMA (NOT About tanzim, im steadfast with what im doing right now by Allah's will)

It is not the way that u might thing my friend in Muslim World (NOT About religion, im steadfast with this religion by Allah's will)

It is not the way that u might thing my friend across the globe (NOT that im planning to kill myself- haram!)

It is just about decision making.

We tried our best in planning, joining up the unknowns, and analyse the uncertainties...

Yet it is all depend to our al-Malik!

We usually had this feeling when we meet the problems or even opportunity...

It is something that you to want to be in both boat, yet in reality it is not possible!

Or even you don't want to choose both ends caused it may cause causalities...

My heart stumbled up, sometimes i feel thankful and cherish, yet another moment i feel worried and wrong....

Our grasp on thinking just rely on what we see and what we feel. We can't think in advance cause all this has been planned PERFECTLY by the creator.

My advice to myself, choose the best and accept the rest.

Anything happen beyond our control is something that we SHOULD LEARN from and feel ACCEPTANCE.

Should we think others which get more severe?

Or Should we feel thankful after others not having the great as you are?

Hikbal, wake up! Life isn't for you alone but for the rest of ummah! Yet, on the day of judgement, you yourself is being judge.

Whether you are shortlisted in Firdaus's list or waiting in Jahanam exit door?

You are what you think. Yet follow what you should.

Excitement headed by generous obedient.

Oh Allah, guide me. InsyaAllah

Waiting for it

2011-05-30T15:23:00.003+10:00

It was a wave that merged some strings. From Maher Zain, now in my mother land. I like the changes of people in positive line. Those singers were from VE, ruffedge, Inuendo.

It kindda waiting for those for stepping in the "nature strip" (meaning-back in searching the creator).

I am saying that, I kind of person who tried to search for alternatives in entertainment. So that i can feed my family in right direction. I just a rookie husband and beginner 'abi'. Sometimes i wonder how i can manage my family, not only food,place, money sort of things but more to what the thing that i want them to understand forehead me.

People seeing life is good with money, yes it is! But the most of all is what next generation learn from you. Are you dare to see the same bad things in yourself inherit to your kids, grandson, grand-grandson, super grand-grandson? The same applies where we want to see that next generation is better than us.

Everyone has it own ambitious. My dad always teach me to be modest and he tried to accommodate us with anything that he would love to have before althought he didn't get it for himself.

The best thing to keep our generation learn is first we learn it. From there, they will develop and advance.

May Allah leads me and my family towards the right. insyaAllah....

C, XCode, CSS on a same day

2011-05-24T18:25:00.002+10:00

I am learning new programming languages. Although I can program software using my typical software but still I need to cope with the world. There are variety of programming languages out there, you can learn one in a time, but make sure you practice it, otherwise it will not come to relevant when you like to use it.

When we have skills in different type of packages, we tend to have broad perspectives in seeing this. Such as we can describe how the operation of the software compared to another. Not only programming languages, also applies for 3D design software (in engineering design perspectives).

All these while i tried to equip myself in those necessary skills, so that I am not left behind, and I can make something in the future for ummah prosper.

Likewise, every one of us (muslim esp) must try to compete in our different field but in the same time make our field the best. Word versatile comes in, but I know not everyone can make this happen. But at least we do have something that can make us a very flexible person.

Myself, I like engineering design and structural, programming...but in the same time i am learning about marketing(informal). Better to go for advance so that I can realized on how i can market my interest in the future. We may see just for business, but should we realized by this we can attract more into Islam? How? it depends on our creativity.

Yet, prioritize the learning of islam first rather than u want to implement after u gained ur interest, that's call seconder.

Maybe my English is very bad on this post (due to programming symptom), but all I want is that I like to see people who desired or passionate in conveying the message of God, has the credibility in reality that people can rely upon.

We do seek enhancement and we do seek creativity.

Lets Forth before less

2011-05-23T15:57:00.004+10:00

when we tried to be comfort on whatever we have sometimes we will be having difficulties in other way

Job is always in the mind of recent grads. Please ensure you are stepping on a rock and not on a rock, otherwise you'll immerse together with them.

Better move forward...Allah helps us.

Past is passed.

2011-05-19T10:25:00.003+10:00

On March 2011, I went for a walk-in interview at Texas Instruments. At the gate, I was amazed by the big building blocks that they have and I pray for getting this Job even thou almost B.Eng(Hons) Mechanical holder desired to join OnG or Aviation.

For me, i just hopping to get any jobs that can give me experiences and if the work suite me internally and externally that why not to settle down. I was interviewed by this MR.J . He was a good interviewer, and promise me if i get the job then I'll be giving a laptop, salary worth 4-5K, good specs of job etc. He tried to convince me that who is in this department is subject to a 1st class category and I was looking forward to work in this department as it promise me a bright future (ahaks..).

End of March 2010, I was called to report duty and I have to quit as a temporary teacher earlier than expected. All the students in standard 4 has already prepared gift for me before i took my leg off from the school. I know that most of the kids is in the poor-intermediate family and they dont have so much many to spend on the gift. I like to share the gift here but maybe later.

Then I joined Texas Instruments Malaysia for Manufacturing Apprentice post under Improvement Team which i can't see this department on the chart. I was special at that moment. We are 10 people together under various department, where here i made Hakim, Munawwar, Azfar, Ameer, Hezlan, Alya, Malyn, Ain, Azzam. There are good people.

Manufacturing Executive or so called supervisor must work 7am-7pm(in factory) where main function for this job is to manage the production line to produce desirable output. And we must work on shift 4days2rest4nights2rest. Yes we will get the shift allowances for sure, but in other point of view, you lost your precious time!

But I am special case, where i only work on day shift but still 7am-7pm. My mentor is Mr.J where i should work WITH not work FOR him. Early 2 months, it had been flawlessly I had to pass just like how the operator passed. Where i undergone the training, Failure test, Paper, and interview. Then i went to the line for 3 months probation on working with the operator. I don't know how i can passed it in just 2 days! (Actually MR.J expedite this...but i don't know what is his intention). Because after this probabtion, I will directly work WITH Mr.J.

Mr.J convince and promise me that I will be permanent if i continue with the quality of job i presented. All i did was do the best and afford him with the best solution in work. Then he proposed for me to work on some project that can boost me up. Then he told everyone that i did the project and I am qualified to be permanent but no resultant from that. After a while of doing project FOR him, he told me that we actually going to open a new department. Hurm, here come the fishy part. He said i'll be the team leader in this department where the manager would be HIM (ahaks). So he proposed with another project that he can tell everyone in the management that I did that and he the one who give the idea and monitor it! Wah...seronok nampak dpt credit!!

I was so stupid, he just using me not for my sake but for his! All these while, plenty of projects that he launched just to grab the opportunity of him going to the managerial level. And when the project is not relevant, he blamed me not to follow up with this, shouldn't this your project thou? You are the one who told me to do it, and i did , now it is your part to execute and follow up!

I remembered that there was one project that i managed to build and this was involving operator operation. And he was stand tall going to the line walking with the yellow ESD Clothes(meant for Manager) which he borrowed from his friend (manager). He then called all the operators and explaining to the operator regarding the project, just like he will be manager after this project launched (ahaks).

I am the one who had to explain to every single operator on how it works and monitor it even until the time work is over and even on the weekend just to monitor this! This was made me realized that I was being a black sheep for someone profit. I neglect my precious time with dakwah, with my wife and our little humaira, moms and dads, siblings etc.

there's a lot of things that had happen in 2010 but i stopped there. I dont have intention to tell a bad thing about people but rather to express my feeling toward things that caught me in to trouble and where i neglected most my precious moment in life.

All thou, i faced many problems, but still i thankful to Allah swt coz giving me strength for me to step forward and live the life again. Alhamdullilah.

May Allah granted me success in this life and most important in the here after.

(some) Malaysian is not always being polite, but always money oriented..

2011-05-11T15:23:00.006+10:00

Suppose these guys help us not only just for the safety but always the dignity of ones religion and races!

But it turn out to be like this!!...

I've talk to my lawyer regarding my home-deposit issue, and he adviced me to send the message to the person or even go for launch with the person for discussion. But i just try to sms him to know whether or not he would show some mercy. My lawyer said if he refused, that he adviced me to get professional help from goverment such as tribunal pengguna.

This is what happened yesterday 10/5/11

me(10may2011 13:27) Salam, it had been a year since i signed the contract with u on pesona villa renting, by default according to my lawyer you have to give the deposit becoz u are the one who told me to get out before 10may2011 or even not completed my 1 month rental till 10jan2011, and even u didn't gave me the electricity deposit+balance of renting, on the agreement i still have the right bcoz u throw me out without one month notice. Please help on this, muslim is always supporting each other, why cant u? thanks

Then he sent back my message end of nov11

Owner(10may2011 13:29)Salam, en owner, sy tpakse keluar rumah akhir bln atas sbb sy bhenti kerja, bolehkh sy dpt deposit msk rumah dlu?

But no anwsers....

me(10may2011 13:43) Im still paying the rent till jan11, do you confirm with me on the sms i've sent?¬ even 2months of im renting u want to sell the house, even u make me trouble with the maintenance, what kind of muslim are u?i just want to have my rights back, thats all...let it be, money is not always my aim, just remember allah brother, justice is happen in hereafter, hope that u woundt do this to anyone...esp muslim Salam

Owner(10May2011 14:34)Ask ur self, u t one jeapdse muslim...where my ke n how u make my house full of rubbish..tok guru mana ajar ko

what a behavior! i have already send the key at the post guard, according to my sms last time..
me(31Dec2010 12:26)i'll drop ur key at the guard ..tmrw

hurm, that's the owner behavior. When i first came in to the house, they left the house with rubbish, spotted wall, items that need to be thrown. U expect me to carry all those from level 4 to the rubbish compartment?hurm...

I just leave the conservation there coz i know he wouldnt admitted what he has done to me and my family. Allah helps on this.

Dont get easily cheated! I was... (11 may2010 till 31 dec 2010)

2011-05-10T13:44:00.006+10:00

I remembered during renting a house at Pesona Villa form 2010-2011.
I was thankful that I got a job in Texas just before Humaira borned. And I managed to get an apartment at Pesona Villa D-3-12 for a renting of RM600 a month and the maintenance will be paid by the Owner. It was affordable, and the owner was a Malay-Muslim-Soldier. So I though, i will not have any probs with this "High disciplinary" owner (Not!).
I was bonded for a year with 2 months deposit and RM300 for electricity where i signed on 11 May 2010 (nearly middle of the month). Before i entered, his friend(Person i negotiate with was a soldier as well) promised to changed the toilet bowl, the curtain rails and even the piping. But after awhile, nothing come into resultant, but it was a small matter, i dont really bothered about it.

First month, It has been a nice and flawless for me, where i get the paint changed just before my wife and Aisyah came in. After they came in, i just realized that one of our toilet bowl was giving us problem where the flush was not working properly, so we can just using only one toilet

Then I received electricity bill where it shown that I had used it more than a month, i told to the owner&his friend, and they said that they gonna pay half of it. So i use my money first, but until now, they not giving my money back!

Then we received the notice from the Maintenance saying that it is final call for paying the service bill otherwise they will cut out our water. I checked with the maintenance and i was shocked that the owner owed the maintenance a thousand plus!...That's really give me some a fear notice. But i just ignored it and i mentioned to the owner about this, I asked him to pay for it, i suggested to use my rent to pay for the service, and he agreed. He deposited RM300 to my bank account and asked me to pay for it. The maintenance only open at 11.30am till 7.30pm. I worked from 7am till 7pm, so i need to excuse from my work to pay the maintenance.

Then I thought i would just pay the maintenance and no need to pay the owner until the service settled, but he asked me to pay him instead of maintenance. I've already discussed with him and signed on behalf of him to pay monthly RM150 to the maintenance, so i just pay the rent RM450 only, yes for that moment and no for the next rent.So, the maintenance mounting again after the owner refuse to pay for it.Hurmmm...

Then, after two months of renting, the owner asked me whether or not i would like to buy his place for RM135k. He said that he give me RM5k off, it was so expensive for an apartment without lift and at the sky limit level (4th). I found advertisement saying that the apartment -alike my apartment was sold only RM90k.
So i say no...

The miserable started when he called an agent and start to sell the house. The agent always caught me problems where she always come to visit the house and make appointment with the buyers, and not only her, but the owner done it as well. The owner said to me that he will give me RM500 for compliances with this situation and he will notify me 1 month prior from this sale for me to get out from his house.

So early nov, i've decided not to sign off with Texas for the "Manufacturing Executive" position, why? I'll let you know on the next post. So i've asked the owner whether or not I will be obtaining my deposit if i want to go out from his house even not 1 year. According to the agreement, i will get my money back on a mutual agreement even if i didnt completed the 1 year contract. That's why i am asking him for it. He never answered by question!!!

Dec2010, he asked me whether or not i want to get out from his apartment, i say probably yes and I asked him again regarding the deposit, but no answers! I've still paying for the rent, so by default i have the right to stay and complete the 1 year or even until 1 Jan2011. We decided to stay at Lipis since I am no longer working and our belongings were still at Pesona Villa.
Then these was the SMS-Converstation for it:-

Owner(27Dec2010 17:18)Salam,info 29hb ada org nk masuk rumah
me(27Dec2010 20:42)Salam en owner, 29 ni org nk msk rumah atau tgk rumah?barang sy xabis transfer lg

Owner(28Dec2010 09:33)Org nak masuk barang dan cuci rumah
me(28Dec2010 09:50)En.owner bleh tak postpone smp 31hb ni?brg sy byk tak transfer lg..

Owner(28Dec2010 10:10)K..nanti sy info.
me(28Dec2010 10:09)En owner, kami dah byr sewa smp 10hb jan,dan xda notis pun dr en.owner suh keluar seawal ni,harap dpt consider, kami nk urus lori lg dsb

Owner(28Dec2010 17:13)Salam, ok 31ptg, org tu nak msk brg n bersih rmh. Tq
me(28Dec2010 21:28)Salamm sy akan cube kluar by 31 ni, tp ,mcm mana en.owner nk byr deposit saya 2bln dan baki sea bln ni?

But no answers....
so, I've called him that morning (29Dec2010), but he didn't picked up

Owner(29Dec2010 07:55)Ko nak apa
me(29Dec2010 08:14): Salam, maaf mganggu, mcm ni la en.owner bank in kan deposit dn baki sewa sy, baru sy pggl lori angkat brg, sy pun perlu duit

Owner(29Dec2010 09:02)Ko jgn jadi keling kalo ko tak angkat brg ko aku angkat
me(29Dec2010 09:27)Mmg hak en.owner nk suh sy keluar bl2,tp hak sy adalah deposit sy, sy keluar ,en.owner pulangkan duit sy, abes cerita

Owner(29Dec2010 09:40)Ko baca tak perjanjian utk sewa 1 tahun
Owner(29Dec2010 11:08)Dah kluar tggl kunci dlm rmh balance sewa n deposit letrik air sy akan bank in after 3rd jan

me(31Dec2010 12:26)I'll drop ur key at the guard,tmrw
Owner(31Dec2010 12:27)Brg dh clear ka

So, that was thing happen, today 1 year of the contract completed, and i have the advise from the lawyer. All of i have to do is to find the justice! make doa, insyaAllah!

Inspired

2011-04-25T13:11:00.002+10:00

Salam,
I was inspired by a story that wrote by one ukht in Otago. It was based on the truth story whereby she explained on her searching for the truth and Allah rewards her with blessing despite on her unfortunate wealth. Visit her at huruneen

This has bring me to again stay conscious. People will start to astray as wealth going in, but for me I still in the same boot, but yet it start to sunk, better watch out before i drowned.

There are so many that i would like to share, I know one method that can relief myself is by writing. Although my writing never being better, but I dont feel shame, correct me if im wrong.

I always feel envy of other success, but i forgot to stay modest. All these while had taught me with such feelings, may Allah guides me and my family to the right path. InsyaAllah

After awhile

2011-04-21T11:14:00.002+10:00

It had been a sweet,sad and soothing since I went back from Australia. It nearly a year half now. There so many things going around either it is down hill battle or alleviate the sharp edges.

From dec 2009 - I had my family come over for our (mentioning that I already married! yeah!) graduation. It had been a pleasant days where we were travelling across melbourne and another suburbs. We were having Kari kepala ikan with 50cents cost per the head fish at the Victoria Market.

Although it was only a week period, but we had a beautiful day back then. We first left our cute little house (or you can say room) with so much sweet memories. It was our first home after married thou!

Then, we were "occupied" Barkly for several days-thanks Barklian (Adha, Nik, Fikri, Nazri, Ridhuan, Arip*)- it took one and half year to say thank you =),*sometimes(hehe)

Whatever it was, i always holding what i got from Australia. It wasn't just a memorable events, but it was about everything, the people especially friends, the culture, the weather, and what I "obtained" from the Almighty Allah. A glance of his path make me grasp. Oh Allah, thank you...that was the thing that hold me strong till this day, and I pray for your mercy to keep it stronger till the death come to see me. InsyaAllah....

to much right now...work!

I'll be back

2011-04-18T19:16:00.001+10:00

InsyaAllah....

Final Contest....

2009-11-13T10:12:00.005+11:00

I will be having exams today(13/11) and Monday(16/11) for my final assessments undergraduate course. I can't believed that I had made until now. It feels like I just came abroad to this Kangaroo Land. Soon, i will be going back to my hometown....
Quick..so quick
I'll not come to this far without HIM.
InsyaAllah i'll try my best for the remaining 2. Allah plans is better.
A UNI EXAM is not equal to the REAL EXAMINATION.

Uni Exam period is approximately 2-3 hours paper.
Real Exam period is starting from your maturity till your last breath

Uni Exam covers the chapter we might not know the answer
Real Exam covers the life that you already know the answer but we neglected it

Uni Exam assessed after the exam period.
Real Exam is real time basis. However you can delete your answer by repenting by God's will.

Apakah kamu mengira bahwa kamu akan dibiarkan, sedang Allah belum mengetahui (dalam kenyataan) orang-orang yang berjihad di antara kamu dan tidak mengambil menjadi teman yang setia selain Allah, RasulNya dan orang-orang yang beriman. Dan Allah Maha Mengetahui apa yang kamu kerjakan. (At taubah:9)

Ok..I'm off to Caufield Racecourse! Lets ride the exam paper!....
Bismillahi tawakaltu alAllah..

Hot and tired...

2009-11-10T22:02:00.003+11:00

I haven't felt the hot weather in Australia like this before. It feel hotter than in Malaysia. I always went back early in summer holiday, as i caught up with my family. The summer start earlier isnt it? Or Earth soon getting hotter and collapsed? Wallahualam...

Feeling this heat which will never be the same as heat described in Al Quran and infact it isnt comparable.

"(Hari pembalasan itu) ialah pada hari ketika mereka diazab di atas api neraka." (Adz Dzaariyaat 13)

If the summer sun makes us feel uncomfortable, tired, dizzy, burn, etc. What will happen if the fire from Hell touch us?
...
Allah saves me. My Wife. My Family. My Friends. And Muslim Out there.

New laptop for 250AUD, what?

2009-11-07T15:46:00.004+11:00

I went to BM (Brunswick Market) to get some fresh fruits.
When I am about to buy the parking ticket, a lady at age around 30-40 came to me, with sexy outfit..and weather was very hot
I wondered, may be she come to ask something...
She: Hi there how r u? Do u interested with new cheap laptop?
Me: Aha? (Stood: what on earth selling laptop at BM?)...Yeah, i guess
She: We got Dell, Acer, Sony...bla2 (all brands...)..Sony..
Me: Sony? How much for the Sony then? (That brand caught me, hehe as i am a fan of Sony Viao)
She: Wait, let me ask first...

Then she walked to a guy, which seemed Egyptian guy with a messy shirt. First impression was a "burglar"...The he came to me..
He:You like sony? Brand New, only 250AUD?..Are you student?
Me: Yes I am...
(Wow that Insane! SOny laptop for just 250AUD? it almost 1/10 of the retail price)
He: Do you want them? I bring it here...I'll show you, I just want to rid off/sell them...
(I stop awhile to think)
(Yeah I know it is cheap. But where on earth can you get those prize?)
(Even in direct factory outlet, you'll never find price like it for a brand new)
(I tracked myself back. I guessed this is not right!)
(This people might stealth the laptop)
(I said to myself: I know!I know!...But it is reallyyy Cheappppa.)
(My inner said: It is HARAM Bro!)
(Toink!...I wake up again!)

Me: No thanks, I dont think I am interested
He: Ok2...how much do you want? Say to me...
Me: erk...
He: Ok2 how bout 200AUD? for a brand new...
(Dubx3~*heart beat...No! I said to myself. You can buy it, but it is still Haram!)
(What ever you do with the laptop, you get what you deserve for!)
(I calm myself and...)
He: No thanks. It is alrite!...I dont want it...

Then, i passed them by.
(fuh...alhamdullilah..)

Moral: yes you can get what you want, what you like in a short cut and haram. But I chose Halal even though it was hard to get one!
Allahu ghayatuna! Ar rasul qudwatuna! Al-Quranul imammuna!
Allah is my aim! Rasul is my idol! Al-Quran is my GPS!

I am about to go...

2009-11-06T21:06:00.004+11:00

I used to hate this place...
I was always discomfort by it...
I wondered why was i chose here...
A glimpsed thought pinned inside...
I hate every single thing..
the people
the culture
the weather
the feeling...and many more
It might be good if I would not even come here...
It will never felt the way i felt before...

but...
there is a but.

I was cherished but this place...
It had been delightful...
It was a moment that I wouldnt forget..InsyaAllah
It was about the people...
the culture...
the weather...
the feeling..
the most important...
the GIFT.... since I know HIM
Gift which stood in my heart always...
Gift that made me smile...
Gift which will never end up with sadness
Gift which made me met my soul mate
This place was never being hatred again...
A place where I heard the heart beat...
A place that i couldn't imagined how wonderful it was..
I was hoping not to go away...

Someday....
I will come again...
Not as a naive....
But the true believer...InsyaAllah

Ghuraba...Ya Allah leads us the way

2009-11-02T21:50:00.001+11:00

Shhh...If we dont do it

2009-10-04T17:23:00.002+11:00

Picture only an illustration...

One basic that we should understand is....
We should always do the words that we vomited from our mouth.
We urge and encourage people heading back their life to Islam,
but we aren't doing it

We said the word that we dont do. We mention about doing good deeds, setting our mind back to the main root, leaving the ignorance behind, striving to be a better muslim, letting our hope and mind to Allah, etc....
but we arent doing anything...

Yes. We said a good word, but we shouldn't be a hypocrite. Advising people while letting ourselves astray.

We always see people see doing wrong without mirroring ourselves on a same situation.
Stop there..while we can, make a step forward and heading ahead!

Arrange piece by piece...

2009-10-03T11:55:00.002+10:00

As entitled:

We always want a quick result which ends up we made something without a strong base.
Sometime we tried to achieve something without patient, and we ended up with falling in a glance as we ignored the fundamental

We assumed people to accept when we achieve something, but sometimes people will not accept as we know they arent ready to achieve it.

Bang! Boom ! Kababoom! Malay typical.
When someone said, we will repel. Why? Hatred! I am the truthful! You arent correct!All these are the problem within inside.
In what? Community? System? Person? Group? Family? Ideology?
N0,no. no! Inside ourselves! Ask ourselves what we tried to achieve in the "Bang". Truth or criticize? Criticizing with basis..
Then we end up doing nothing.

Thus,
We need to stay calm.
Open our heart
Listen!
Ask if we dont understand
Dont make assumption
Then, act!

Nowadays,
Ummah had shattered
We
Need to assemble it! Piece by piece!
Dont make another shattered pieces!
Muslim, hurry up!

Ramadhan? Interesting....

2009-08-19T22:52:00.001+10:00

Allahuma Balighna rejab wa syaaban, wa balighna minal Ramadhan

2009-06-24T08:25:00.004+10:00

It is rejab! 2 months to go for Ramadhan...It is most exciting moment. Yet we will arrive to the most awaited month. Lets prepare ourselves, mentally and not to forget our physical to keep the endurance for this upcoming month.
Pray! n Pray! Not only pray but.... Amal makruf nahi mungkar...ourselves and people around us. It is also an Ibadah! yep...

Today i would like to share about a ship.
As a crew member in the ship,we put our aim in a one direction where we are heading to a place that most desired. The place where everyone indeed want to travel to.
Our aim is not just to go to the direction, but we also picking up floating people where they are surviving the crucial and disastrous waves. We giving them up our hands and give hopes to them. But there is always other ship that heading to the same place. Giving the same hope.

As a human, we keen anxiety to get what we want. Thus, possibility to subjugate the field as it sometimes become the main aim. This is not it, should we not focus on this, but rather the people needs the hope? I know, only one possible ship will anchor at the port, but...
Words sometimes misinterpreted. I as a crew member, might also misinterpreted.
But I know, I am sure, I steadfast that the ship bringing me to the destiny is one of righteous. To what extent?

First, we must know the direction of the ship, we must ensure this in order to know where the ship is heading.

Second, we know the ship not bringing all the unnecessary items such as gold,wealth or anything to the destiny coz everyone in the ship indeed knowing that the place we are heading is full all that items. It is just item anyway.

Third. We must know that the ship bring us direct to the right course. We do have the map, we do have the compass which left out by the ancestors, we just need to use it and follows their step. We know that our ancestors had succeed, so we must think we also will success soon and join them sooner.

Four. The basic idea to get the ship shipping is on what bases the ship gets going. We know we can use speed boat just like other ship, or even a good navigator, or good leader. We just hope all of these bring us the prosper to arrive to the destiny. But we must know the shipping gets going due to the crew members. It is not about leader or about market or even political point of view, but rather the education that all the crew members received. So the crew members are the most significant compared to the material or figurehead. All of others will come if we keep this build up and a good leader will step forward from a good crew members.

Stop there i guess, think further and make it logic!

A friendly sharing:-

Alif ba ta...exciting!

2009-06-20T16:27:00.001+10:00

I wish i become martyr as well one day....insyaAllah

2009-06-08T16:31:00.002+10:00

A notch of a body...

2009-05-29T14:03:00.003+10:00

Recently, Monash University Islamic Students couldn't get the Jumaat Prayer being held in Beddoe Avenue anymore due to the misbehavior of some brothers which led to band of this ceremony by the Monash Council.
During Jumaat Prayer, brothers will usually park their cars along the Beddoe ave in order to get access to the Beddoe Mosque. However, a few of brothers misuse this opportunity where they park their car in front of the driveway of nearby neighbor which created unpleasant situation to the neighbors. This had been occurred for several time and Beddoe Mosque rep has always mentioned about it, but people become duped as they selfish led them carried away.
Right now, Muslim during Jumaat Prayer becomes like refugees whereby need to find places for the Jumaat Ceremony to be done.
Maybe it just a few Muslims fault but it created a disaster to the whole community.

Shouldn't Muslim become example? During Rasulullah time, a Mosque will make people around the area being interested with Islam due to the fact the actions by its embracer. But what happen nowadays? People becoming hatred to Islam even thou the number of embrace Islam increases nor the quality. Common everyone. We should should change ourselves in order to get every one changing.

Pounder upon inner side would make us realized how MUSLIM we are.

Keep Busy?

2009-05-27T22:41:00.005+10:00

Nowadays,we keep ourselves busy with the world matters. We already known that this particular shed would never sustained forever as it will be collapsed.

It is natural when we say, people will all die, it is natural when we say tree soon fall down, It is natural when we say rain will stop, It is natural when bird flying in the sky will soon land, it is natural when people inhale, they also will exhale, will also agreed that they are sunrise and sunset, will also known that full people will son hungry back...etc

But we must also admit that this green world will soon collapse. This rigid and strong earth is weakening. This mother earth has it beginning and will meet it's end soon.

All of these indicate that time won't change anything, but please ponder what we had done so far to face this reality?

We kept ourselves busy with world...We still yawning when the sun on top of us, we still awakening when the sun begin to rise, we still enjoy while noticing people on other part of the earth suffering, we still play around while natural disaster epidemic, coz it seems natural too us.

We aren't care coz we busy with ourselves, we aren't care coz money more important to us, we aren't care coz other people is no relation with us, we aren't care bcoz we want to be rich soon, we don't want to listen to the kids calling for help because we indeed comfort with our locality with our kids playing around, we aren't heard the scream of others coz we don't want to listen, it better to listen all around the world songs which will never end until the end of earth, we neglecting the disaster happening bcoz we aren't involve or suffer from it..
I wonder...
There is narrated hadith mention that, people will become so greedy and becoming to forget the end of the day.

Uhibbun dunya wa qaratil maut-Love the world and afraid of death.
Ask ourselves this question....
If a glance will meet with our death, what about fun? what will happen to our properties that we gained so far? what will happen to the big car, big house, estates, landfills and all gadgets? All will not become ours anymore..

Latest world crisis: H1N1 virus: Does this health epidemic or another disaster sent from Allah swt to us? Pounder...

Astonished? Act before to late...World will never pay for insurances to keep giving us wealth, keep giving us money, keep giving us properties..after it collapsed.
Remember all these are not from earth, but from Allah. Sooner or later, these all will be taken away by Him in a glance, better be prepare and don't put ourselves into it too much...

http://media.photobucket.com/image/end%20of%20world/joeyblue/end4.jpg

Between diluted and concentrated coffee..

2009-04-23T21:10:00.007+10:00

Salamun alaikum...
Today title isn't about chemistry even though it sounds just like it.

what i want to talk about is about people and it's behavior.
Some people like coffee and some not, and maybe some prefer a light coffee. The people who love coffee prefers the coffee to be concentrated (in general) while the other prefer a diluted one as they can't swallow the 'hard' coffee.

Same goes to people who mastered on something, as he want to talk he would rather talk in details and may be people which is not on his level would not understand on what he's talking about. While the people who prefer to talk 'lightly' about a subject, they will prefer to talk on surface and make it brief.

But both enhance advantages and disadvantages. The person who likes to talk in detail tends to develop themselves through explanation of what he want to talk about. However, this person tends to forget people around him, where people might not understand what he tried to explain.

While the other guy, might talk the same level with people around him, but he/she might deprived themselves from gaining the knowledge of what they talked about. If he/she continues, the problem is....they'll play around on the same path without obtaining a further understanding.

My advice: The concentrated person might want to down grade their level while conversing with people around him, and he/she should maintained the gaining of his knowledge through out the process. The dilute person needs to develop themselves through focusing and understanding on what topic their talk about, and should maintained the level of conversation with others.

It is totally out of blue that im writing this,but if anyone get the gist of it? Rise up you hand?..alrite, continue later on...

Area:Talk with people about Islam

Goes..

2009-03-13T14:45:00.002+11:00

Salam,
Apparently,im busying with my BM and now i dont have any connection in my home...

nway, something to pounder, dont free yourself unless you are free man, but free man won't get a free stuff...be a man that free from world as materialistically mind point...

Gaza!! Get closer, and have it wide!!

2009-01-09T10:04:00.008+11:00

Read it! Keep it on updating! Let we be among those who lend our strength and thought!
Ikhwan Tube-Alternative to View Gaza
Palestin Kini
Palestine Info-English
Aman Palestin
Ust Fauzi View
Ust Halim View

Al Quds Tunadeena

2009-01-06T00:14:00.003+11:00

Jerusalem is calling us...
That's how the title goes..
Allahuakbar!

We read,we heard and we alert regarding this issue! It is become paramount as it go wild in the news and caught to everyone's eyes. We see Rally here and there, just to stop the massacre, the slaughter, the terror and the injustice of Zionism towards Palestinians in Gaza Eastbank.

Till this day, 510 palestine civilians were killed, thousand of them badly injured. But the Israeli only lost for not more than 10 people, where they were not civilians but people who fought al quds.

What have Palestinians did to u? Their rockets not even touch you, but you start this massacre by killing them all. Right now you tried to enter the Gaza town! Get out!

People around the world had been noticed, and they started the rally.

I felt the fervent, and the winning is beyond the corner. But right now, people around the world is hopeless, as they just can send money, and go to street with their refuse towards the Zionism actions. The Israeli is fighting against the world, but they won't listen, and we aren't strong to help them.

What if, all the people in Rally had been given a chance to grab weapon and help those Palestinians? All the Israeli will be wiped out in less that an hour! But we had been tighten by our boundaries, by our rules and country actions. A calf hand with open eyes, that is what we are!

What we should do? First thing first,
1) Pray for our brothers and sisters! May we become those who help them through
2)Understand the issues
3)Convey in what ever matters that could fit in every shoes
4)Actions: Boycotting, Send money through Aman Palestine if you are in Malaysia Maybank 562263010787 CIMB 12029010047880, stop eating and drinking their products inclusively USA brands. And many more

I was astonished by words that came out from my father, He said "If i got 10 sons and the goverment is supportive, i would send all my sons to help those in Gaza. It is not a war, it is JIHAD!"...

Allahuakhbar!

Hopeless..

2008-12-29T10:16:00.004+11:00

That's we are...
We couldn't stand the massacre but we either couldn't help anything..
We are handicapped. Our country is handicapped towards this issue. Even the world can't get into it.
The US supports the Israeli while they can, as they are hub to this little parasite occupied land. They are controlled by the Israeli. It is obvious thou. Only few Israeli dies while Palestinians right now lost 300 civilians.
Arab country just stand by and do nothing, maybe they tried to get the petition to stop the war, but yet Israel won't hear it. They will not listen!

None of the countries in the world take a serious action about GAZA! They knew about the occupation, but they afraid to interfere as they got relation with Israel either direct or indirectly. Our economics, our TV, our mind set, our freedom controlled by the Israeli nowadays!

But i am confident enough that Allah swt is the best monitored. What is the promise will kept promise. Oh Allah helps us to strengthen ourselves, and let us be among those who help your path. Allahuakhbar!!!

Money matters...

2008-12-11T15:17:00.003+11:00

Money is one of the necessary items in the world nowadays. If we don't have enough money, we will be so worried. Isn't it?
Allah swt not giving us money as 'gift',although He can, but in other forms.
Our mind set is set to gain money, and become rich sooner. Rite? How rich we are going to? Until we earn a big income, 2-3 stacks of exclusive cars, 2-3 bungalows, a beautiful mansion, and what so ever. Shouldn't these imagined by us days to days?

Let say u manage to get all that,and even better what u had imagined. Then what? U'll imagined more? Shouldn't that called greedy? Hurmm... In any actions that we done, we should aim for something that would never end. Not a commas but a full stop.

Stop there:

My eyes wouldn't close yet..,It is widely open

2008-12-01T02:35:00.002+11:00

Salamun alaikum
I couldn't let my eyes shut up a bit a this time. I need to work tomorrow, but yet, this eyes wouldn't shut. Maybe i think too much, day by day, time getting shorten while i am still hinder by my worry.

The path i chose wouldn't be easy, i have to get ready for it, i would not run from it, but i'll face it, insyaAllah. Only Allah i rely on.

Jealousy of people achievements as they started from bottom while i'm started at age 20. I would not let it go, but it gives me strength to step even faster. It wasn't put the fire off, instead let the oil flowing through it.

I pray to Allah may my past would not hinder me up, may the future granted me success in here after. May Allah leads me to be among those who leads the rest.

People may ask what im achieving for? I am seeking for the truth believing in ISLAM, where i hereby stands that no GOD but Allah swt and Muhammad peace be upon him is His messanger.

My eyes widely open while im not noticing it. Alhamdullilah, i got the opportunities to gain His Mercy while i am alive.

Sometimes i felt so stupid what i did in the past, but His giving me calmness and i believe that every people got his/her own opportunities. But only them determine whether they best for it or not, stop there.

May Allah leads us the way, insyaAllah.

CC influenza

2008-11-28T00:43:00.004+11:00

Not Clayton chicken nor Charcoal chicken, but it is the Cyber Cafe...

why? It has been a while i didnt surf the net coz i couldnt get access to it. But today, i stroke the keyboard while im in CC. Fuh....dissapointed again, where i saw a plenty of kids sparing their life on the games. I admitted that it is great influential of games to the kids, even me would go wild. But truly, i left the "games world" long time ago. I used to play every single games and im easily get into it...What a world

But not for today. I dont want to jeapordize my world on the imaginary part. I prefer the real. I wont be able to step further if i kept on the imaginary. Yes i know, certain people, they just played it for a certain periods, and they can manage to control their life schedule. Aha...Don't you feel you are influenced? You still wont let go the imaginary world even though you know it woulndnt benefiting you at all, rite? The one who cannot control their life on games, they are heavily influenced, while you out there, occasionally playing games, are the one who had been influenced lightly. Yes it is light, but still influenced.

For me, i wont go to games even if i had 20 minutes more in this CC, i rather go out with loss of money. Sorry, bad english. Thank you
salam

I dont have strength...

2008-11-22T17:07:00.002+11:00

Salamun alaikum
Sometimes we feel that we dont have the guts to bring out the responsiblity that had been enforced to us. We dont feel enough strength to carry it further and continues the journey. We feel like to halt it at a some point. Wait...

Dont underestimate yourself. Yes, i agreed at some point, we feel it as a huge burden. But without it, we will never understand what we are now. Should we feel thankful for this opportunity? You can be slow, but dont make it too long as you'll collapsed soon.

Sometimes we feel soooooo LAZY, isnt it? Our heart tells that others will do the job. Again, wait! Is not about others, it is about us. Ourselves. Dont you think we should gain something?Why we deprived ourselves from it? Furthermore, how much have we loss while we are not in mood?

Remember, Allah swt never asks from His servant what he/she does not capable with. It is just a test, losing it or winning it!

Just reminder for us =).

While the world collapsing...

2008-11-19T11:48:00.005+11:00

Salamun alaikum
hereby we admitted that the world collapsed as the individual in community living like a corpse. Where people doing things with stingy on notation. Earlier back in melbourne, i didnt feel it by myself, but once i came over, i knew it better. I am talking about my home country, even thou i am proud about it's progress, but yet, im pissed off over it soul. From kids to the eldest, people living with uncommon. Their intention, their aims, their ....

I watched news, world had been injected by Israeli propaganda. This virus makes people blind while their not, people deaf while their heard, deft hands become paralyzed, stepping without moving, and thinking without brain. All senses retarded! Likewise the collapsing of economics, people head their minds remedying it, while al quds suffer from the Israeli. Even hands of the WORLD wont be so much helpful, as their limits by the Occupied Israeli. This what i meant, the senses go wrong. United Nation (UN), uniting the nation wont get through Israeli. Even thou it is just a single occupied country, but yet people afraid against it's power.

Their controlled economics, although 1 ILS (Israel New Shekels) equal to 0.253167 USD or 0.914368 MYR,but big boom bank banked by them. You can search for it. People living with money matters, while Israeli playing with them. We actually contributes to it, by what? By expenses that we bought. Read this This one as well.And this. Read and let your senses judge it!

I will continue later on, but together we must understand the world behaviour from now on.

stop there, wsalam

Hunting on the windy day...

2008-09-15T12:07:00.001+10:00

Salamun alaikum
yerp! it is the last 10 nights! ready for a full throttle!...Grab this unless u dont mind not to have it! But really is,i dont know im gonna meet Ramadhan next year or not, strive for this one! Allahu ghayatuna!

Mode: i felt so lonely...

Excited without overshoot

2008-09-14T15:29:00.002+10:00

Our Child, if this criteria? the world of terror gonna cry! People getting busy with their deeds! Zionis isnt threatened anymore, coz muslim gonna come back! Islam will raise to put things into position!
The child stand in front of crowds without shiver, while we afraid if anyone see us performing solat in public...Hurm...

Improve more!!

2008-09-07T08:41:00.002+10:00

I couldn't describe what i am getting so far, but i feel like i have to improve more!!
Clock ticking while i am slacking, a big notch tares my heart broken.
I need to improve, this is the month! The most awaited month, i don't want to be at the back, "kurratu a'yyun lilmuttaqinna imama"..that is the aim!
I don't want to jeopardize anybody with my mishap, oh god! Help me on this, before it is too late. I felt like what i did before unacceptable. It was just a wasting actions with purified intention..
I'll do it this time, brothers, help me!!!

Ahlan Wasahlan Ya RAMADHAN!!

2008-08-20T05:28:00.004+10:00

The most awaited month is soon meeting us. The month which carries so much benefits for those who really see about it. Some people just accept it as an ordinary passing month, but i rather look it as an opportunity to be forgiven. Ramadhan the most sacred month.
As a muslim, we should feel the heat of the ramadhan by preparing ourself physically and spiritually. We listing out what we gonna do this coming Ramadhan while we practice fasting before it comes.
It is not the time to eat so much as we will eat much soon. And dont just plan what you want to eat in Ramadhan, and which mosque provided most food. Some people will just have 30days of hunger and thirst only as he/she dont see the real Ramadhan is. It is not just about fasting, but way than that.
"Take whatever Ramadhan provided to us, it is only 30 days thou,,"
-Stop there-
"Allahuma balighna fi rejab wa sya'ban, wa balighna fi ramadhan"
Im sorry for all my words and my actions towards everyone, please forgive me before i step into Ramadhan...
Happy upcoming Ramadhan to All!

explicit

2008-08-05T02:13:00.002+10:00

Salamun alaikum...
While in the exploration on earth, sometimes we hang up at some point for awhile for some reasons. We wonder why it was happened,jeopardizing our destination with causality. But remember although we planned perfectly by all means to get it on the right path, however Allah made the most perfected plan ever than us. So it is not necessarily what we were planned in the past was good for us, Allah knows better. Don't jump up onto a "hustle crowd" and murky all seasons,but rather accept what He gave to us and positively steps forward for a better U!
Just a simple taught!
....

Say out loud, yet no voices...

2008-08-02T01:22:00.002+10:00

salamun alaikum
a few points i gathered before having my depth sleep.
We urge people to do kindness, to behave or avoiding sins, but yet we dont put ourself in the first place to commit with what we said.
It is like having a good motivational speech to encourage people prepare for a war, but yet the one who motivating unlikely to prepare for a war.
Thats my title goes, where u speak it loud, but no voices transmitted. People cant here you as you not speaking from bottom of your heart. The words dancing only on the mouth, and easily drop as it resides on the edge.
Ahaks...Literature speaking.

What ever it is, we should remember what Imam Syafie said
"People who teaches others is by their actions outweigh more from their speeches. People can grabbed lessons from what they are doing" (might not be the same words or phrase, but the point is there)

We sometimes, having our words condemning other people acts, but we have to ensure that are we doing what we are condemning and is the person can change to what we are condemning?
Sometimes, certain words dont matched with certain situations
Saidina Ali ra said "Not all words is for particular moment.." (again please check it back for a better translation)

Ok that's it!
Start from ourself, and move forward with others!
salam

Unwell

2008-07-20T11:50:00.002+10:00

salamun alaikum

My current status:-
1)Alhamdullilah for "....."
2)Unwell as i got fever and i shivered a lot
3)Rabbil Yassir Wala tuassir, Rabbil Tamim bilkhair Ya Kareem..

Temptation while chatting

2008-06-25T07:26:00.003+10:00

(picture grabbed from Senikehidupan.com)

salamun alaikum,
it has been awhile im away from this blog, it looks creepy and old fashioned. Alhamdullilah i made through the exams, and only Allah i rely upon. To Him i should ask from, bismillahi tawakaltu alAllah...enough.

As i said before, i would like to share about my general views over the chatting agenda. Chat is not an upfront conservation nor face to face.It can be done either on YM,MSN,ICQ,SMS,.... or even in my shoutbox in the left handside of this page. What is all about this chat?Am i too strict which indicates me seeing all the things are wrong or i am too religious?Hey,not!But yet,people should live depends to the religious root,unless you are atheist! Who do not believed to the existent of God, but we believed Allah swt is the God, the One and Only.
Pounder upon yourself!

Chatting is not a negative element in our daily life,instead it is positive naturally. You got what im saying?People nowadays making this way of conservation looks negative as they do not follow what should they followed which is Islam. They aren't rules in Islam to follow while chatting?Who said so?There are,as Islam give the fundamentals, yourself integrating it over the time under references such Prophet Life and Discussion among Ulama'.

Why Islam avoid non mahram converse?Because, it will creates such temptation between them. A man and a woman should not converse between themselves unless it is necessarily to do so. You know about this rite? But how this apply to chatting via chat rooms on the internet?Aren't them away from each other? Yeah, logically there is no physical contact. But not only that Islam avoid for,it is the "unlawful" connection between them such the feeling,where the woman can fall in love with the man vise versa, which provoked by the devils.

What about love? Should it be natural for men to fall in love with a woman? Yes, but yet you are making it and not naturally happened! Furthermore, this can be nuisances as they start to call each other and start to imagine how wonderful the "unlawful" love their fallen in at. As time goes by, they'll approaching zina, which they caused a zina in their heart!They'll feel temptation by imaginative pictures over their mind, and this will leads them to zina! You let the devils stayed in your heart! Nauzubillah!

How about chatting for educational purposes, promoting Islam, and meeting a new friends? There is no offense about that, but you have to make it clear in the middle of time where will it leads to. How long would you converse about education?You'll end up chatting everything! Promoting Islam? Yeah you can do it, but for further action, should you give them (the one who you promoting at) to the respective brothers or sisters which have the same gender? Meeting new friend? Islam not restricting people to have friends, but most of us today, finding friends is for finding a lover, isnt it?Or maybe to show how cool or pretty you are?Over such friendster,myspace,facebook ...upsss
think about it..

Cool?Should you be more cool if you can bring back Islam to the world? Pretty?Save it for you husband!

Stop there,i can write longer if i like to, but i rather you think about it by yourself. Clearly most of things is Islam, but it is us that make them Haram!
you can find more about this in islamqa.com
such:-

An example of the dangers of internet chat between the sexes
and
Men and women talking in chat rooms

thats all from now, i'll In sha' Allah changing the layout again for a better view. Salam!

From Allah we come

2008-05-28T10:43:00.003+10:00

To Allah we must go..
Salamun Alaikum,
A breaking news caught my attention, while im about to lay on my bed.

She always hug me whenever she met me. She always crying while she hug me. A significant person inherit in my daily life,as when i go to school, i'll see her waving at me, when i come back, she always be there watching me from a distance. She is my neighbour, or my best friend's grandmother.

Speaking about my best friend, he was gone about 10 years ago swallowed by the river, where i cant believed it until now. My tears drop every second back 10 years ago. Now, it is time for his grandmother and her husband going to meet the Mighty Lord Allah swt. I realised, although we keep satisfying our life in this world, treasuring the true secret of long live with treasure, but still we cant avoid the death. Where there is NO TURNING BACK! We can do mistake in life,but once we step over the threshold, there is no chances of getting repent except by Allah's will. Dear my brothers and sisters, remember the death and the day of judgment
Al Fatihah!

note: about zina&chat,i'll post after exam week end

Upon what we agreed we are Muslim?

2008-05-10T08:30:00.003+10:00

Upon our satisfaction while being Muslim, aren't we left anything that should we consider? We pray 5 times a day with humble and fully intention to gain the Mercy from our Lord. We fulfill the obligatory of being true Muslim and hence with adequate effort to surpass the hell fire where we prayed Qiyamulail, fasting on monday and thursday, and even give "sadaqah" to the needy. We list out categories by categories, but we couldn't arrived to the question mark? What we left out?

We might forget to think about our brothers, our sisters in Islam. Every Muslim is brotherhood. Everyday in what we do, we only considering ourself, put aside our brothers in Islam. Shouldn't we think what had happened to them? All that we do is caring ourself, our stomaches where what should we eat, is it Kebab or CC, but we didn't realized our brother's stomach sound like an empty stomach. We see our friend in Islam doing bad things, we leave them as we know they don't count on our daily deeds. How would you know about that? If someone or even our closes friends doing bad things, shouldn't we fix it? Not really? Why? They dont accept it? So what?...We aren't the One who give guidance, but Allah swt did. All that we have to do is fix the problem, if we can't fix, then let Allah fix it. At least an attempt on the trial. Pounder while you can..

Stop at the moment. I couldn't make another step.
SalamUpo

60 years of blinded eyes, of deaft ears, handicaped body

2008-04-30T14:42:00.007+10:00

salamun alaikum
i wont have much time to update the blog, by my senses tell me to write something that i should tell everyone of you. Tomorrow is the 60 years of human blindness as the Israel had clarified themselves as a country, where an occupied country of palestine that had been forced by Zionis since 1948. They occupied Palestine without mercy, they kill, they take over, they raped, they bulldozed the holy land.

Although they said in their testament that they enter Jerussalem in kindness and they will buy the Palestine instead of taking by force. Muslim didnt want to sell it, so why you are now in Palestine? why you occupying the land?Why you need this land so much?Why dont you choose other lands? It is propaganda, but people keep the mouth shut as they know, world's now conquered by Zionis. Where the Palestine as indicator.

See the picture, how isrealian take the palestine territory slowly.

Tomorrow Monash University will screening a movie called "Occupation 101". For those who cant get to the theater tomorrow, please watch the documentary below. I manage to upload one only, you follow the sequence and watch the rest of it, orait?

Thats all from now. May Allah open our eyes towards the reality and let us move forward to fix the problem. In sha' Allah.

OCCUPATION 101 (PART 1)

*Im busy person, may Allah keeps me busy with His Deen
*I'll not chatting on the shoutbox, as i dont want to, and avoiding any fitnah going around. So sorry, if i didnt reply your messages, this apply to all sisters.

Rely fully on the Faith and God's will

2008-04-16T16:09:00.002+10:00

Salamun alaikum
sometimes we realized sometimes we dont, we actually hopeless, we dont even have power, energy, and everything, even if we want to jig up our eyebrows. It is actually by Allah's will. Dont deprive ourself from admitting that Allah who is our God, that strengthen we everyday, that help us everyday, that setup every day. Dont compare Allah with human being which is powerless. We sometimes said to ourself, it is difficult to manage people even if it is a single person, but we should know, Allah is GOD. The One and Only, and He is Almighty.

Ya Allah, Only you i rely on, help me on this matter. Ya Allah, Only you giving chances and let the chance to the one that i request for. Syafakaallah. Only you lead our life.

Life's Obstacles

2008-04-11T22:22:00.004+10:00

Salamun Alaikum,
This is the time that i can get to update my blog as my time is very constraint with activities. My friends plan their weekend with joyful, games, concert and what soever, i ask them to give their time for me,maybe i can trade with them if it is applicable.

I couldnt write so much today. But yet i still want to lodge an example of how we should avoid doing sins. Imagine us as a driver of a car, then we stop at the junction where there is traffic light shows red. And there is no other cars except yours. Will you cross the junction?
That's the analogical preview for life that i can give. We put ourself as the driver, and the traffic light as the rules of Allah swt. We know it is wrong to cross without green's light, that's why we didnt do it. If in Australia, there will be a CCTV to catch who offense the traffic, so if we cross the junction we will get penalty. We afraid doing wrong as we being watched by the CCTV. We afraid of getting ticket as we have to pay the penalty applied, as in Australia to offense the traffic light is approximately AUD220.

This should always applied in our daily life, where everything we do is counted and watched. We got both angels writing down what we did, and Allah observes every second and every where. We should know everything we did wrong will get penalty applied, either in this world or more in here after. If we do some good thing, than we will get rebate for what we did, as the rebate goes to the Heaven. Vise versa. So, pounder about it, and dont ever cross the red light junction as you'll get penalty!

Note: I pray to Allah swt for a health of someone that i care about. May Allah cures he/she illness. And I hope all of you, doing the same thing, as he/she is very important to my life. We should care about other muslim, "Almukminun limukminin kalbunyan, yashadu bagdahu bagdha"- Every Muslim is like a building, where they support each other.
Ya Allah, only You I pray to, only You wash away the ill, and only You I depend on.

Glory to Allah swt

2008-04-07T07:32:00.002+10:00

Alhamdullilah, May Allah leads my way towards Heaven, and all my friends, my families, and all muslim in the world.
What should we do when we heard about good or bad news? We shouldnt just say Yes! Or Brilliant, etc for the goods and lodge something unpleasant to hear while bads, but we should thank to Allah swt and remember Allah swt as Him the One who gives you the thing that you pray for, or maybe thing that u dont even want.

Yeah maybe it sounds weird as we expecting good but what we got was bad, but believe me it is all for your own good. Maybe it causes u problems but yet, Allah knows what the best for you and what is suitable to you. But, as we got the bad, we shouldnt just regret and do nothing to it. We should start steps forward, people who learned from the failure is better from those who always succeed but yet doesnt learned anything from what he/she did.

We shouldnt just blame our effort, but mostly yes. In this case, we should see through what we did to people around us. Sometimes, we shocked for the unpleasant news as we didnt managed to strive in our done, and thus we blame ourself for the course. Yes we should do it, but yet we also have to check our behaviour to other human being around us. We managed to put our time at the best limit for the best outcomes, but yet still the problem persistent. Because of what?
1) Maybe our behaviour towards Allah not yet satisfied and we didnt do it sincerely.
2) Maybe our behaviour towards human being isn't fair enough, where we keep hurting someones feeling without notice, we stab back our friends from behind, we insulting either confront or hidden by the wall, or maybe we arent managed to satisfy our friends needs.

May this leads to good behaviour among us. And pray to Allah, May Him Guides Us towards the truth.

Geert Wilders?? On hold

2008-04-02T21:29:00.010+11:00

On hold: Im sorry to the civilian, but we should act together

(Geert Wilders in action)

salamun alaikum
Im not supposed to publish a post yet as im still busy with my study, but i couldnt stand what they do it with ISLAM. Hence, someone has requested me to comment on this particular topic. I will try to make it short and simple

As entilted, who is he? I dont have ideas what he is, but i care what he did to ISLAM. Have u seen the 17minutes short movie yet? Dont watch it!As it is all lie. Dont even send the videos to your friend even if it sitting next to you. You just enhancing the effect thou. We know it is rite?As a muslim, we dont even think about it. If Islam is provoke and teach terrorism, my Christian neighbours no longer exist in this world, yet my lecturers will teach in fear as if He/She gives me an assignment, i would give them a flash cut. Fear enough?

I dont know why Geert Wilders done that, some said He afraid of a tremendous increasing of Islam population in Netherlands. What can i say is, He might be one of the Israeli components, or maybe he one of those person who has been influenced by the Israeli provocation. He got a bad ideas what Islam real is. He said he is open minded but yet he narrowed his minded around the corner just rely on provocation of medias which we know it is all lies. He quoting what people said generally not muslim, have he has an ideas or ask the scholar what ISLAM is?No rite? We know 9/11 wasnt Islamization act. If it so, people in US might be conquered by ISLAM already, as ISLAM has outnumber them.

Oh yeah, maybe he quoted what scholar said about Islam, but shouldnt you take the whole sentences or take the whole sequences of words? Did you ask muslim why those verses revealed? Oh yeah you did, but shouldnt be that short, we know you just cut dan paste whatever sentences that matched your opinion.

A new recipe! Contribute to theodore =)
after a while thinking, yeah you rite in one point, i made mistake!
the recipe is:-
1)Better we translate again what did he said in Islamic point of views.

A sag of thought:
We dont blame one nation for one people acts, but we blame people who selling the news.But yet, as for ISLAM, dont make a fun of it! We should act together, stop selling the news,and make people know what the real is. But to make people realised we dont portrayed, we teach!

How should we act to opposite gender?

2008-03-20T21:57:00.003+11:00

salamun alaikum,
im actually dont want to update my blog for quite sometime, but yet i've been called to lodge my opinion towards the misbehavior as entitled.
Sometimes we get confused whether we can or cannot speak with other gender in Islam point of view. Likewise, can we talk to a woman which is non-mahram ?Vise versa.

We should cater our feeling and our attitude in front of the people especially towards non-mahram. Why is it so? Because we might come into making sins whenever we with them as the evil easily make us feeling good about it. Yes i know, people naturally like the other gender, but yet we shouldn't just let the barrier tears by what we feeling about. What the sins which might we come into? Oh, you knew it better.

First, of course when feeling of 2 persons get mixed up, they'll make sins without notice as they hinder by the feeling itself. Thus, this will make them blind and unseen about what they are doing is wrong. Even if the two persons aren't confront with each other, they'll commit a sin with feeling that they felt. But how? They'll start to make each other comfort with the unnecessary chat which soon will be more excessive towards forbidden speech such put they aside into imaginary world. Can u understand this?Hopefully u can..

2nd, face to face. People arguing why we couldnt have a chat with guy-girl?Ok let me ask you, what would you chat about when you be with the non-mahram?...We will discuss about our education&necessary questions(You might said)..Yes of course you'll do it, but just for 5 minutes, and what will be the rest of the time?..I wonder. I dont say that i see everything chat guy-girl is bad, but most of them time u'll drag yourself and the person into unnecessary chat. Furthermore, this will be worsen when direct contact such slap or even pitch take into action. Are you muslim? Why im saying that? Islam doesnt allows man-woman non-mahram get into contact even eyes to eyes.

How should we act? Whenever we chat to non-mahram, we shouldnt make ourself talk to much about the unnecessary content, dont make a joke. Woman should raise their voice but dont shout,you must control it which makes the person respect towards you. Don't let them have a chance nailing your heart. Let them know you are very serious in what you are saying which indeed leads to serious conversation. Avoid discussing one person to another person, but let someone of your friend or family which you entrust to guide your feeling. Even thou you manage to cater your voice or even you learned martial art, but still is not only the purpose of your protection, but rather your dignity as it would be fitnah if anyone else seeing you converse with the non-mahram.

Enough, others you might think it by yourself or maybe you can ask me on the chat or the comments area. InsyaAllah, i'll help. My words arent organized as it depend on my mood, sorry about that. May Allah leads you the way towards the truth of Islam.

Updating later..

2008-03-11T18:28:00.002+11:00

Im so busy and so troublesome...where probs appear without attention...
Malaysia status:
A new government established, i wonder how it will govern the states? We just waiting for a person, or hero which will come with the changing wave,to change the nation for a better place but yet it is still a hope. We don't nothing, if we want it, we strive for it. We aim for what? A person from Bangladesh doing PHD in Monash, told his perspective about Malaysia. What did he said was "Malaysia is country which overwhelm in building mosque, but the people themselves arent build up. Malaysia target for prosperity and sophistication, but yet they don't portrays Islam the way it should" (meaning)

I wonder....

BBQ for Muslims....

2008-03-05T16:07:00.003+11:00

Wow! It is good, but yet still empty continent. I am one of the supporters, and also a observer of Muslim actions. Im talking about BBQ which just happened a few hours before, in my Uni. Yeah, we might noticed or not that what we were doing wasn't Muslim enough. Who said so? I do. Sometimes while helping out, i wonder am i on the correct event? Does this a club or social community which just participated by human being or human called muslim? Yeah I know, non-muslim also invited, but im not talking about them, but im talking about us, Muslim as the whole body.

May be BBQ is one of the attraction where we showed we are united, together we stand, cluster we fall. But not for this BBQ, where i didn't quite sure people helping each other. Yes, it had, but yet only committees and concerned student, all what they cared was their empty stomach.

We said Muslim has the best patient level for trivial aspect such waiting or whatever, but yet this BBQ wasnt that Muslim enough as people take short cut to be the first, and yet arguing about the sausages and haven't had the respect to other Muslims which just queue up waiting for their turn.

One more thing about man-woman relationship, doesnt Islam said that they are limitation in this particular matter? We should have 2 booths for Brothers and Sisters which just then separate them for a better environmental control. Where sisters no need to queue up at the Brothers line, where we can avoid physical contact and fitnah. That problem wasnt big enough, while distributing the sausages, i glanced a man giving the sausage to a woman, and then followed by a kiss in front of the public in Muslim Event. What's wrong?Shouldnt their respect us?And shouldnt you care about them which just make Muslim look as a people who believe in Allah but not followed by the action. People...open your eyes...

Why am i arguing these? I wonder how we gonna make a Muslim Country with a full implement muslim law,environment and community while we dont implement even in a small scale of life such BBQ. Ya Allah, forgive me and all other for our sins, make us realized. People, unite! Shouldnt the hadith had said about united?
Every Muslim is brothers and sisters respectively.
Al mukminun likmukminin, yashuddu bagdahu bagadha
Muslims are like building, where they supports each other. (by Ahmad)
may Allah leads our way. salam..

One Moment Please...

2008-03-03T05:42:00.003+11:00

I would like to review about "Khamar" which coz every person who drink it get drunk

"Merek bertanya kepadamu tentang khamar dan judi. Katakanlah pada keduanya itu terdapat dosa besar dan beberapa manfaat bagi manusia. Tetapi dosanya lebih besar dari manfaatnya (Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 219)

Dari Anas bahawa Rasulullah bersabda,
Dalam persoalan khamar ini ada sepuluh orang yang dikutuk karenanya: pembuatnya, pengedarnya, peminumnya, pembawanya, pengirimnya, penuangnya, penjualnya, pemakan wang hasilnya,pembayar dan pemesannya.
(Diriwayatkan oleh Ibnu Majah dan Turmudzi, Hadits Gharib)

Dari Ibnu Umar, dari Aisyah bahawa Nabi saw bersabda ertinya
"Setiap yang memabukkan adalah khamar dan setiap khamar adalah haram: (Riwayat Muslim)

Puncture tyre...HasbiAllah..

2008-03-01T17:18:00.005+11:00

I just had a puncture tyre as im travel back from DFO with juniors to the Hall. It was such an experience for me as i indeed havent have those experiences. But yet I got a few points to deliver my messages where we should prepare ourself before everything that we do. Not just for preparing unfortunate puncture tyre, but we have to prepare even preparing what we say to another person. Isnt it far tyre and speak?hehe...
Yes, but still preparing words to avoid miscommunication which will emphasize a large error if we don't cater. Some words might hurt and some would cherish someone's heart, but it is all depend how we gonna say it to people.

Likewise, we want to advice someone what he/she doing is bad for instance, but how would we deliver our words to them? Does it is just get angry and slap at their face? Which then make them hate us for quite sometime?...Or we just remind then that this, that and those are wrong?without helping them out to figure out how to release themselves from the scene?Al-Quran had said that to remind or advice someone, we should do it with good characteristic which would tackled their heart to do the good instead the wrong. Thats why it is depend on personality how we gonna advice them, either they can accept direct words or words behind the scene. Not only their personality, but us who should change first for the better.

How we should advice the one that we dont know?
Don't just rush into madness which then create us on the disadvantage side. Help them to remember about can and cannot in religion with smile(and serious face), and with words which have morality values. Let them respect you as they respect your words. InsyaAllah...

They insist to change? Hurmm...we did what we should, left them as they would remind by Allah swt Himself. Nauzubillah...
Till then...

Mode: have to change tyres soon..., but lack of financial supports, HasbiAllah!Release tension by eating banana just now =)

Time bender needed!!!

2008-02-24T20:08:00.003+11:00

i have been away for quite few days
Class is yet starting today, and I would prepare myself mentally and physically to perform better for this year. Although it would be harder than year before, but still I am going to make it, May Allah leads me the way.
Although we are studying and revising, we just don't forget to make ourself that everything in this world has been setup by The Almighty. We wont get what we want if Him is not allowed so. Therefore i call myself and you guys to perform better in your Good Deeds and study as a Muslim. Where Muslim dont cheat, Muslim always care for others, Muslim doesn't forget his God whenever what he/she doing, Muslim is not procrastinate, Muslim speak and live like a Muslim. Islam is way of life, where people is guided to the right path as all guidances shown by Muhammad saw on Allah swt commands. So Islam isn't just praying, Haj, Zakat or Ramadhan, but Islam is way beyond it where it is our life!

Anyway, Happy New Semester, and May Allah granted success for this time!Allahuakhbar!!

Im not sure which one

2008-02-21T06:32:00.002+11:00

We see and we know that our country is in deep problem where there is the existent of people who suffer in poverty, suffer in oppression by the unknown, always being abandoned by the great watch, and always being forgotten in transition.

We develop, we build so much items, but indeed people still left behind either knowledge or their economical stands. I would like to focus more on poverty, from the static in 2005, there is 26.1 millions of Malaysian citizen. Let say only 10% of people is working. so it comes to 2.61 millions people. Let say that 5% Malaysians are poverty. So it would be 1.38 millions needy people around Malaysia.

Can we fix the poverty problems? We can collect everyday RM 1 from the workers to put in the fund where it will directly goes to the poor. Let say we give RM10,000 for each poor, shouldnt that enough to start a new life? Where u can start a small business or maybe you can buy equipments to start working? So everyday we can fix up 261 poverty cases.

But can we do that for current situations? We indeed have the money at least RM 1 to support the poor, but the guts to unite doesnt come across in our heart. We just only plan for our future and let the poor becoming more poor. Yes i know we pay funds, but let the funds aside first, can we do ourself by collecting the money by ourself from home to home or maybe building to building without rely on others?

Yes it is impractical, but yet people cant change their life unless themselves fix it . Although we gathered RM10,000 for people, but do the poor want to give some effort to change their life? I wonder...
Although there is people to collect RM1 for the poor, will we donate RM 1? I wonder...

People, unite! And unleash the truth potential of being human where he or she should cares for others. Islam has already taught us about this where all people is on the same level,but who give some efforts will be the one who gain the good.
Think about it brothers and sisters...
salam

thats why

2008-02-20T01:14:00.003+11:00

although i did enjoy with my friends, with my roomates, with everyone in this outside world, but yet, it is still enjoyable whenever with family. Some of us might think its differently where they put friends on the higher list. But it wasnt work with me as i did put myself to have "enjoy" with my own family.

The bond that hold within family is greater than ever bond. Where people united not only bloodlines but the secret within the joy of heart. We want to see people change for the better, but we want our family first being changed for the better. We want to give something to people, but we feel joy whenever we give to our family. I dont provoke people to just focus and stingy for their family only, but rather to show the firm and the calmness of bond that has given by Allah to human being. Even Rasulullah s.a.w sad for Khadijah and Abu Talib.

We can denied the bond that has been established since we born. That's why Allah swt has revealed the verse where calmness will be established within a family, not only for the father, or mother, but everyone in it.

For me, i feel missing whenever they are not around, although friends that always help me and guides me exist whenever i need them. May Allah always protects me&my family from anything which will miss guided us.

A bit advice, love each members of your family as it is a gift from Allah and let them have the best where the best is the Heaven!

arrived : alhamdullilah

2008-02-19T09:09:00.002+11:00

Salam
I just arrived Melbourne yesterday, alhamdullilah. Although it was a very tiring journey, but yet Allah swt made my day flow flawlessly. HasbiAllah(Only You Allah I hold to)...

I started to miss my nephew(Yaya), where i used to hold him whenever he cried. He was asleep on my chest. Ya Allah, protect him as you protect me.

May Allah fasten my step in this path and may Allah guides me to the better of me. Ameen..

Mode:
-Stabilizing life
-Wreck Phone

We are muslim...(so called "Valentine day " Agenda)

2008-02-14T02:35:00.003+11:00

We said we are muslim, but yet why we dont act like one? For instant, this coming so called "Valentine Day". Although a lot of people discuss this and that about valentine, but we still have some guts to follow those "culture".

Yes, people said, we dont celebrate valentine day, we dont even say it "Happy Valentine Day". But yet, we are sending flowers, or maybe sms for this day. Even coupling with none muhrim is haram, thus what will be the above cases?

Oh ok, maybe not 14 feb, you maybe celebrate it 13 or even 15?...Dont you realized? You are playing around the corner. You still insist to say that this thing is wrong. You think that maybe celebrate another day will not be the same, in this particular case im talking about commit a sin.

Islam doesnt celebrate couple day. It is very fast nowadays, where you dont need pen, papers, cards, or even flowers to commit a sin during this so called "Valentine". You maybe send it via sms or email, or the latest, animated graphic which implies in such friendster, myspace and what so ever. I urge all of you, stop thinking about celebrating this...Please..

You ask about valentine day?What is the meaning?...For God Sake, I dont even want to know about it. I dont want even care about it, but i need to remind myself and all of my friends. Stop it...thank u for doing so, may Allah swt leads you to right path.

add on:
visit Valentine's Day in Islamic View
i like the phrase "Islam requires all Muslims to love one another all over the whole year, and reducing the whole year to a single day is totally rejected"

Simple questions

2008-02-13T04:32:00.001+11:00

What will you do for the next breath? Where are you heading to? Do you need extra breath?...

New Bahan Tarbiyyah Site

2008-02-11T22:01:00.000+11:00

Salamun alaikum,
Bahan Tarbiyyah Portal has been redirected to a new location. You can find it at BahanTarbiyyah

It is good site for us to know better what we should know about our life and maybe a good platform for us to start knowing about the real Islam is. It is conjunction of a few Islamic writers to share what their views, what their perspectives, and many more. Don't hesitate to go to the site. Anyway, it is written by youth to all, you can share your articles too if you like and have a discussion about life style, current issues, and everything in forum section. But make sure, you have to register it first.

See you then

Im Confused

2008-02-10T14:44:00.000+11:00

If we wear a name tag, we expect people to call us by the name on the tag. We don't want people to call us others than that. We represent ourself by the name itself. We show some dignity in having a name to be called for. We want people to have some respect.
This emphasize more whenever we wear for someone, for organization, or maybe for a club. Where we are responsible to uphold the dignity for these type of represents. Once we make something good, we will cherish and make them proud. But once we do something bad, we will be responsible for what we did before. We might make them proud or maybe make them shame for our actions.

But thats for clubs, organizations or someone that we want take responsible at. But how about something that surely being our responsible to hold?Should we do better....
Something to pounder...

Not just tag, but think beyond the barrier. Such, attires, words, house,thoughts, and way others...
Status: Headache

Aqiqah...

2008-02-05T16:43:00.000+11:00

Rasulullah s.a.w. dengan sabdanya yang bermaksud: "Setiap anak yang lahir itu terpelihara dengan aqiqahnya yang disembelih untuknya pada hari ketujuh (daripada hari kelahirannya), dicukur dan diberi nama." (Riwayat Abu Dawud, al-Turmuzi dan Ibnu Majah)

Ibnu Majah menerangkan maksud "... terpelihara dengan aqiqahnya..." (pada mafhum hadis diatas) adalah bahawa aqiqah itu sebagai sebab yang melepaskan kanak-kanak tersebut daripada gangguan syaitan yang cuba menghilangkan daripadanya melakukan kebaikan.

Daripada Salman bin Amir al-Dhabley, bahawa Nabi Muhammad s.a.w. bersabda yang bermaksud: "Untuk anak lelaki itu aqiqahnya. Tumpahkan atasnya darah dan hilangkanlah daripadanya kekotoran dan najis." (Riwayat Abu Daqud, al-Turmuzi dan Ibnu Majah).

Menurut Imam Ahmad bin Hambal, bahawa apabila seseorang kanak-kanak itu mati dalam keadaan belum diaqiqahkan lagi, maka anak itu tidak dapat mensyafaatkan kedua-dua orang tuanya diakhirat kelak.

i grabbed this from Ez Qurban

I wonder..

2008-02-01T00:21:00.000+11:00

salamun alaikum
If we see Al-Quran down the floor, what will we feel? If we see people throwing Al-Quran and burn it, what we will do? Ok2, i take some simple scene compared to the previous. What we will do if someone put Al-Quran at the same level of his/her foot during recitation?Or maybe what will we do if we see some of our relative treat Al-Quran badly, like put it on the lower table? Maybe we will get angry about it and try to fix the problem right? We put the Al-Quran back to the higher place, isn't it?

But, I wonder, what we will do if someone disobey Al-Quran words or commands?Should we treat or try to fix the problem like what we do with someone who treat badly Al-Quran scriptures? I mean the Al-Quran itself?

I'm speaking base on what did i saw, or what did i understand about people behavior. We see people put Holy Book(Al-Quran) on the higher place and we will feel uncomfortable whenever the book placed at lower place, especially lower than our belly. But we as the people, arguing or acting inverse to what Al-Quran said. We don't want even listen to what Al-Quran said about.

Does this seems weirdo? We respect the book, but we didn't respect what it said about. We put the book at higher place, but we didn't put the commands higher place in our heart. I wonder, what we respecting about? Is it the book that we entrust to be the Holly book?Or is it the commands from Allah swt which had been wrote in the Holy Book? Yes, we should respect both, but we didn't shows the respect by action to the commands that had been revealed 700 years ago.
I wonder...the book or the commands?

Simple Recipe

2008-01-30T14:22:00.000+11:00

Salamun Alaikum
today i would like to share with you a simple recipe, made by my Tok Teh. The recipe called "Terung Kicap"(created one)..

1)you should fried 2-3 garlics with one tablespoon of oil, and let them fried until a good smell come out
2)Then put "Terung" (suddenly my brain jam&i dont know what Terung represents in English).
3)Instantly put 1-2 tablespoons of soy sauce, and mix it together for 5-10 seconds. Then wallah...

Try at home, eventhou it seems so simple, but the taste will make u more than happier.

Note: At least one good knowledge or skill developed for each day. Dont waste time any longer.

Money Matters

2008-01-30T02:17:00.000+11:00

I got some problem on my financial, bcoz i didn't have a credibility on managing financial. Yes i can manage by myself and i can survive by myself, Man is meant to be Qawam(Director) on a house, but Woman is meant to be Rabatul bait (CEO).

About money i remember of a story
"A group of people came to a woman and they said, "Says to Umar bin Khattab, that man shouldn't go to Jihad bcoz how would they feed their family soon?". The woman replied, "What do i know is,my husband is just a man who give food to his family, and not the one who provided the food. If the man who give food died, the provider of the food will not"
Hope you understand this story coz i translated it directly (Bad English)

that's all, salamun alaikum

While we can...

2008-01-27T12:03:00.000+11:00

salamun alaikum, a short mind clusters,
we moving toward FUTURE, but we ourself back to the early age, to the lowest values of life. I wonder, if is the future looks like that where people getting slower while technology getting faster...Pounder upon...

The Spirit of Change

2008-01-26T01:54:00.001+11:00

salamun alaikum,
i got plenty of ideas nowadays, but it is about time to write it on blog
The picture said "Bangkitlah!Menuju Perubahan Hidup yg Lebih Sukses". It is actually a book title, and i recommended all of you to read and listen to the tune. The book describes we as a muslim, shouldn't just sit around having fun without cognizant what happen to this world actually. Dont just play around having movies,video games, or even too much talking, coz it will be so ungrateful to have muslim that never care other muslim. It is not Muslim way of life, it was practiced back in Ignorance Day.
We shouldn't blame people or anyone for mistakes happened, we should pointing it to ourselves. Ourselves are the One who responsible for everything twisted.

We should remember and practice the verse that Allah swt has revealed...
"...Allah will not change the(good) condition of a people as long as they do not change their state (of goodness) themselves(by committing sins and by being ungrateful and disobedient to Allah..." (Ar-Rad:11)

Anyway, i should sleep early tonight coz i got mission to handle with tomorrow. Salamun Alaikum and happy reading the Book.

state:
1)Keep refreshing my inbox
2)My heart's beats up and down...=), so nervous for tomorrow...Only you Allah, my pray pivots to.AMeen.

Being pushed

2008-01-24T13:21:00.000+11:00

salamun alaikum,
hehe althou i mentioned before 3 days, but still, i couldnt make it on time...
anyway, today i would like to share u with 2 situations...

1st situation
The bus that i rode before said "No Smoking" at the front sign. But what makes me laugh was, a conductor bus who collected the tickets, holding "unauthorized" thing on his hand. He inhaled it without shame. I started to wonder, what the use of the sign whenever people,or even the owner itself didn't follow it? How they want people who read the sign will follow what it said?Hmmmm..

2nd Situation
I got opportunity to cut my hair yesterday. While the barber modifying my hairstyle, a man came to the shop. Suddenly he spoke about "Easy Money" to the public. He said he didn't believe it as it is all lies. He mentioned money doesnt come easily, and we have to search for it. But i wonder, they spoke easily, but do they practice what they saying before?

One of tabien or tabi' tabien said,
Malik Bin Dinar berkata " seseorang alim jika dia tidak beramal dengan apa yang disampaikan kepada pendengarnya, maka nasihat tersebut akan gugur seperti air embun gugur dari daun"

that's all...thank you =)

I'll be away for 3 days

2008-01-18T04:30:00.000+11:00

salamun alaikum
From the above photo, i enclosed a hadith that said if people dare to do sins in public, Allah will offers them punishment also in public. We should remember, that the punishments of Allah are not made for the end of the day only, but we should prepare with "Qanun Tamathul" the punishment of real time which had been happen to the ancestors before in Prophet Luth life time, Prophet Musa, and so on. Dont dare to do sin, together we should avoid doing sins

I am particularly keep refreshing my mailbox for an update, but it seemed effortless, and this will keep hinder me around. Oh Allah, only You will gives the Calmness of this qalbun(heart)...ameen

Help out and dont wait (nauzubillah hi minzalik)

2008-01-15T03:28:00.000+11:00

Salamun alaikum

Sometimes we care, sometimes we dont, that the reality of people. Back in Ignorances Day, people proud to have boy as a child, and shame whenever they got a girl and tried to put their shame away by killing their own daughter. But prevalently, we heard the cases about kidnapping, rapping, killing about children and mostly girls. Why? Why people do this to innocent kids? Why they do this to them like what their ignorance ancestor did before?

We see people going forward to the vision of 2020. They build massive projects, they strengthen their economical dominant, their travel away to find a new leaving hole before the world collapsed, their build structures,weapons, entertainments world and what so ever. They moving towards "developing" objects, material, proud, and try to harmonize world by materialism minded. But yet, they dont see the collapsing instead of developing of innerside human being. They steadily decreasing of human attitude level, the drop of moral values. We should think about this way beyond the materialistic world....

I hope to see people settling everybody problem, they share, they know, they cope with everyone's problem even if it is just a piece of cake. I dont tell anyone to be busy body, but i urge every living things to stop their individualistic life, and think what happening around them.

Leave the 1428 with supplication, Happy New Year 1429 with Supplication..

2008-01-09T21:30:00.000+11:00

salamun alaikum
im very sorry because i couldnt search for the "sanad" or the one who write these supplications from Rasulullah saw, i grabbed these from JAKIM's website.
Here the supplications go to..

Pasar Malam

2008-01-07T17:38:00.000+11:00

salamun alaikum...
it seemed 2007 has ended and 2008 already open it's window! I dont get myself curious about 2008 because i dont really see the changes in having new year, while we ourself havent changed at all. Our mind is already being set up with figures that show the time passed away, but still we dont take it seriously as we dont know what we heading to. In our mind, we set up the december to be the last month in a year, and january will be the refreshing month of a new age. We set up our aim to be good, to be excellent, to be more persuasive, and what so ever for these periods of time. But month after month, this will fade away by something that we cant see at all.
What we planned in the past 2007 for this 2008, is for own good only, is for our own wealth, at the end, we dont know that we can achieve all this matter. We waited 2008 for the APF to be credited in our account, we are waiting for the lodge of bonuses through out the year, we are waiting for a jumbo income which will make us rich from others. This will no end unless we dont make ourself slave to all of this. We should point clearly what we will be doing in this world and what happen after we died? Do we will be recreated to be man and woman who keep thinking about wealth and dollars? Or the money that we kept before we died, will be use by our kids and grand childrens to do research to give us back into life? Or we will be redirected to another place that we already have our own properties as we earn from the past? Or we will meet the one who created us in the world? something to pounder upon...

I didnt planned to write above sentences, but i would like to talk about human behaviour during the Pasar Malam particularly in Malaysia. All the pictures above was grabbed by myself during Pasar Malam as i went with my mom. I would like to snap a few pictures of human being but i chose not doing it as it is "an eye-sore". We will see people wearing this and that which showing themselves to the public without shame. The youngsters like to show off themselves by wearing unclosed clothes, and maybe they assumed people will see them prettier with those. I dont say so, as what people see is not the beauty, but people will see with lust. But what did i see in a glance was, not only youth, but people was married or maybe older people was wearing the same. Maybe some of us judge it as it is a style and modern fashion. But for me, fashion is not a way to put ourself away from the truth, away from the dignity that we should hold, and the most important, fashion is not a path to play with Islam. We keep blame people in sexual harassments and sexual-cases. But why dont we blame ourselves for sexual-appeal of ourself which promoting, enhancing, and encouraging all these problems to occur? What will people see to those who are wearing sexiest stuff? And what the different with people who wearing for his/her dignity?which in this case a fully closed aurah?...i did said about this before..
That's why in the picture above, i chose to take picture about vegetables, meets and so ever which more relaxing to human eyes compared to the environment that will also encouraging in plausible minded.
That's all from now...happy thinking, and dont forget about a new hijr 1429 this coming thursday!
salamun alaikum

Malaysia Tour

2007-12-27T11:35:00.000+11:00

Alhamdullilah i got the chance to write an entry...It was like im gone for Haj but im not,
This holiday has been wonderful to me although i got no chance to experience it on summer in Australia by all the stuffs such working(fruit picking or packing), Boxing Sale, the killing hot-climate, so on so for.
In Australia we are waited to reach the Winter as it contains "riped fruits" although it is freaking cold, but still we can pluck it in the program that we enter methodologically. On winter we add on what we dont know, we experience what we should, we changed what we have to, and we smile as it is charity. I hope that u can understand this. During Winter we compiled ourself with knowledge and relationship just for the sake of Allah swt.
This summer i went back early to Malaysia, because i need to settle a few things that always hinder me up, progress?Still on...I learned how to sustain in such "Malaysian Environment", how we gathered, how we bring ourself to the front. How we settle up our family problem, how much can we bring ourself in the environment and how we hold it. This is reality that we should face on because it isnt always to be salubrious for us and we should have guts to control ourself. This is more like training before we implement it after we graduated.
How we see people, how we interact with them. We shouldnt just sit and watch what happen in our country. Im not telling you to be superhero to settle up all the problems, but i need all of us follow and just bring us into it seriously. We dont use to wear weird stuffs to settle up problems and we dont want to, in fact we are the one who have problems wearing like an idiots.
In Malaysia, we can see how people think. We dont blame for that. Islam is no longer to be their mission. This is not to criticize people or to promote killing for islam in common terrorize, but rather to make people think back how we should take islam is. We dont play with islam such islam as a clothes that we change everyday. We hang to it every breath inhaled and exhaled, we do something just for the sake of Allah, we take Islam completely and not partially such we implement islam in our daily life. We arent to be secular such praying is Islam, zakat is Islam, but how do we see economically, politically, relationship,playing, music, attire, tv programs, radio programs, software, surfing the internet, eating, visiting, celebrating, neighbour, friends... to0 much to write. From the small thing such watching till the big thing such country, we should bring ourself to think about it Islamicly. I dont urge people to leave their life such studying and let them awaited death with iman in Mosque, but i rather called upon you to stop ourself from doing sins, think islamicly instead of materialistically, approach islam and not avoiding it, take islam as a whole and not being a secular, and for the most important, let Allah swt be your God and none other than Him.

It is a long entry instead, i dont planned to write this long but Allah swt has shown the way, alhamdullilah...i hope people will read it...=), anyway it is nice summer in Malaysia although i didnt experienced summer in Australia yet, but InsyaAllah soon.=)

Why should we lie?

2007-11-28T01:00:00.001+11:00

see and act!...I got this pic from Monash University Islamic Society's forum. Another thing for Monash Student, the Peri-peri outlet used to be halal is NO LONGER HALAL. Asked who heard about it in the Khutbah Jumaat recently.

A friend's touch

2007-11-27T18:05:00.000+11:00

On the night that i wrote "again" entry, i chatted with one my best friends. Sometimes, what we learned in the past, we'll soon forget without noticing it. We didnt realised it gone and this will change our judgment. Thank you to my friend, who told me that "Seek the calmness from Allah". This phrase bring me back to the point that i should stay at. We dont seek calmness or even anything from creatures, we should seek from the One who created us and all of the thing in the world. Creature is powerless compared to the Almighty Allah swt. Allah will shows guidances and helps who He wants. If you in the state of rusty, dont give a chance to yourself seeking anything from creatures, instead you should go back to the One and Only. Thank you Allah swt and jazakaAllah to MRA. =)

again

2007-11-26T02:49:00.000+11:00

tonight
i couldnt keep my eyes close, yet i couldnt make everything done...articles, arts, so on and so for, everything stop while the time ticking away, i know what i mess with and i know can hide my feeling over my friends by hiding behind my behaviour, ...everyone gives advices...but still prob precise...astargfirullah..."Ya Allah, let me being calm and protect me from the devil"..Than my mind caught something, one of scholar have said that "The devil at first attack the heart(feeling)"...Everything retarded because of this, my mind generated nothing while my hand cramp without cracking...

mode:Sengatan Lebah menyakitkn, tp madunya menyengat enak...

Our son Our Daughter

2007-11-16T12:53:00.000+11:00

Children, one of the gift from God, we should care them as what Rasulullah s.a.w did. Love them with teaching them about what ISLAM really is, dont take for granted and make them separate ISLAM from life. The children should see and live with ISLAM correctly, dont make our past continue adhered to our children. Let them occupied with the necessary knowledge without influenced by what we influenced in such TV, cartoon, games and so on, let them be matured in early age. Lead them to be the next generation of Khalifah, insyaAllah.

Masjid As-Sallam, Kesang Tua

2007-11-15T18:41:00.000+11:00

Allah huakhbar! Allah huakhbar! (The call of Maghrib Prayer)
I started my "markabatun" and speed up to the Masjid As-Sallam to join the prayer. There was a short talk or lecture about the meaning of Al-Quran after the maghrib prayer. As usual i'll sit at the front and hope to hear the lesson clearly. Tonight will be lesson about how should we see Islam and how we interpret it in our life, where we should put everything relates to Allah swt without a missed(my own intepretation). Inclusively how we acts in daily life, such food which is gift from Allah swt not from our own sacrifice and hard work. We can just work and pray, but only Allah swt determine whether we can obtained it. Starts from the child age we have been determined our own destiny and after we getting older the "nikmat" will be taken away by Allah swt slowly such as in the age of kid we got brilliant functioning body while when we got older the body seems retarding our movement and we obtained misfunctioning parts. So we should think it clearly from now and start to thank Allah swt for all we have today while we can,otherwise its will be taken away by Allah swt.So we have to change our mind set where ISLAM should be a way of life, not a religion that we depends on when we need it and leave it when we dont.

While i put myself in focus while listening to the lecture, suddenly "Allah huakhbar!Allah huakhbar!Allah huakhbar!....Allah huma...." an old man scream in passion out of blues which make some of other oldman got shocked. But the environmet seemed so energetic where everybody start to focus again and maybe inspired by the scream. FUh....my heart beats nearly stop!that's for now, thank you....

my words seem rumble trumble..i dont know why..=)

+60142336764 My phone no for the next 3months insyaAllah

2007-11-14T03:07:00.000+11:00

salamun alikum
alhamdullilah, it has been 3 days im in Malaysia, it is very comfort and harmonic but yet...it is HOT!hehe...
That's my number in Malaysia for this 3 months period insyaAllah, anyone who gonna miss me, just give me a call yeah?..
I had travelled with Jetstar and Air Asia to Malaysia where Gold Coast where i did stop for a few hours, (few?hehe...trapped in cold outside the Coolangatta Airport). The fare is cheaper compared travelling by Malaysia Airline. But it was such an exhausted experiences. After i arrived at the Coolangatta Airport, i thought that the airport is operating 24 hours, and as i planned to sleep in the airport while waiting for my next flight by Air Asia at 855am on the next day. But im totally wrong where i end up with sleeping on the bench outside the airport. It was very cold, alhamdullilah im prepared with my blanket, hehe...i saw a guy which i guess in the same boat with me suffering from the cold as he also sleeping on the bench. How unfortunate.

At the air port i lost my watch in the toilet because i forgot to pick it up. I was thinking at that momment, the watch might be taken by somebody, it was very sad bcoz the watch is actually given my father. But Allah swt helps me to think the incident back, why? Because the situation where the watch might be stolen maybe or only happen in Malaysia i guess. Because i got the watch back as i asked the Customer Service, and they had it on hand because somebody hand it over. Alhamdullilah i said to myself. The Australian minded is different from the Malaysian, i knew not all will do the same thing, but at least you got a hope to rely on because of the attitude shown by the Australian. Malaysian specifically Muslim should has this attitude and maybe better from the Australian, where we should not take somebody else belonging although there is no one to pick it up, we should help them instead by whatever means. Anyway, i thank to Allah swt bcoz helped me out =).Alhamdullilah...

I feel so happy and thankful to Allah swt, because someone called my parent, and this shows a respond of something that always hinder me up, but Alhamdullilah, hope this will keep up soon =) by the will of Allah swt. (U might not understand this, because i dont know to whom should i share with, thanks for listening =))

I am leaving on the jet plane (jetstar)

2007-11-08T23:36:00.000+11:00

salamun alaikum
how every body doing? is it great? i hope so..I just came back from having dinner with friends or better I call, my best friends at the Sarawan Beriyani(i cant remember the name but actually it is Indian Halal Food). We have been treated by Syamin pleasantly which i dont know the reason why, but i know it is for good.

Im going soon, actually tomorrow i'll be flying back to Malaysia and i'll bring a lot missions with one aim and i asked Allah swt to make it possibble, as it is indeed for the sake of Allah swt. I would like to settle down the thing that always bring me down, which some of us possibly knew and i dont want to mention here. That's not only my target, but i'll also will do a lot of things if Allah swt granted so. Hope to see you guys soon, this not the end of my blog of course. =)...I'll be sending my contact no if someone need it. And to all brothers and sisters which will be having examinations soon, i pray for you and hope that u manage to do it well for the sake of Allah swt. Till then... To MALAYSIA!!!

Muslims in Australia

2007-11-02T23:20:00.000+11:00

Bismillah hirahma nirrahim
I've been astonished again by another element, this time wasnt about article but an agenda promoted by Bro Bandar back in Beddoe Mosque. It is about Muslims in Australia which InsyaAllah will be screening Melbourne University soon on November. How unfortunate I am as i'm going home before the screening, but i hope that i'll get the movie on cd, insyaAllah. And another part that i'll be missing out is about the MindBodySoul Festival where it is an opportunity to promote Islam to the non-muslim especially the Australian. It will be held on 20th November i guess. Hurmm....why should i missed these two agendas. It can be such experienced to me anyway, hope i'll be joining them next year insyaAllah. Below is the preview of the screening...hope u will like it. Check this site HERE

This should reflex back we people Muslim in Malaysia especially should be more concerned bout our historical background and about islam primarily. After u get out from the community, then u can see how different things going on, and how reckless we are from others. We shouldnt especially in Malaysia quarrellings around, but we should stand together on the feet of Deen. I hope everyone can think about it again =)
To all exam candidates Monash Uni, Melb Uni, RMIT Uni or wherever u are, may our imtihan will be succeed by the will of Allah swt, insyaAllah.=)

How suppose we see marriage is?

2007-11-02T01:59:00.000+11:00

Salamun 'alaikum
My eyes just got caught at one article...
I dedicate this article to those who gonna marry soon(maybe this coming holiday, ehem..ehem..), or maybe who is planning to marry, or maybe who tried to get the basic concept and the truth about islamic way of marrying, or maybe how we suppose to see marriage is (am using a correct grammar?), or maybe people who want to clear his/her mind about marruiage concept or why we marry?...
in short, i dedicate this to all of you, =)

go to this site HERE

There are many phrases that i would like to lodge here, but im afraid of plagiarism, but one of those that i like is :-

” Bertaqwalah kepada Allah di dalam urusan kami dan janganlah kekanda memberi kami makanan kecuali yang halal dan baik-baik sahaja”. (saying by the wife to her husband)

or maybe one more

"Kita ingin melihat suami muslim yang memikul tanggungjawabnya terhadap rumahtangganya menurut ketentuan Islam. Kita mahu melihat bapa muslim yang memelihara anak-anaknya dengan adab-adab Islam, memberi kefahaman Islam yang sejati kepada mereka dan mengawasi mereka di segala peringkat hidup mereka. Kita hendak melihat isteri yang muslimah yang menjadikan rumahtangga sebagai taman sari yang memuaskan dan menggembirakan suaminya."

go to this site HERE
Although the article is quite long, but take sometime to read it, i am encouraging everyone to read it...please...
may the article lead a good view about marriage to all of us...
happy reading!

Exam mode: Let this be your accelerator

2007-10-31T11:28:00.000+11:00

Salamun 'alaikum,
every one has been busy with books and exams, the same state experienced by me. I hope you will be succeed in this exam. And dont forget to strive the aim for here after, that the main target. Even though you busy studying, dont forget it is all given by The Mighty Lord. I'm already done with 3 papers, how bout you? So far, alhamdullilah, the questions getting tougher. Oh Allah swt, let me be whom under your guidance. =)
Good luck for all, to final year candidates, May Allah bless all of you, happy graduate!

interior and exterior modification..

2007-10-27T20:54:00.000+10:00

I am tired...so tired
I don't know why I'm so tired
I'm tired solving heart's problems
I'm tired to think that I'm alone
It was exhausted to blame each sides of me
I'm tired to hold this reality...
I don't want this and that...
Retarding my movement...
Retarding my heart to grow...
Retarding my life..
and retarding my step closer to my Lord...
Even thou I accepted this as a substance
to build me up...
to build my characteristic...
but still.. only God knows...

I'm afraid... so afraid
I'm afraid this agenda will continue to grow...
neither outside nor inside..
but within me..
there is a good way to solve it
but no one prefer

It is part of me to let it be...
I don't want to put it further...
Because this torn me up..
this contaminates my life
my purpose of life

Oh Lord! Let my heart stabilized...
Even for just a moment...

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I'm changing my style a bit in this blog, coz i got another platform to battle at
Above? What? Ohh..the "so look" poem...no further comments on that...

Eid Mubarak..bit late but still possible

2007-10-24T08:26:00.000+10:00

Salamun Alaikum everyone!
It is a bit late that i wish everybody Eid Mubarak, Happy Eid Fitr, Selamat Hari Raya, Tabaqaallahu Mina Wa Minkum. I dont know where i got this oppurtinity to post a new entry as im packed with examinations. Maybe i did considered this opportunity to wish Eid "korang" as Bro Bandar said(Imam clayton mosque who tried to learn malay words) lately as the declining of fervent Eid or im celebrating Eid after 6 days fast in syawal? Or maybe I've already finish studying, or maybe anything, it is what i did and what you guess.

This is the first time im exposing myself through the pic given above, because i induced myself persistently to show how cute Zaid was while his in a good mood and not publishing myself as maybe come across your mind. And this the only pic of him I got. Thank you to Abi Zaid for the moment given and of course thank you Allah cause giving such a cute little boy. I hope he'll become next generation khalif.

Today i dont know why I start the day with incrementally good mood without self-impedance which hinder my day. Alhamdullilah... What a pleasant day to start focus for the battle upfront which is next day!.. Pray for me..
That's all for now...

anyway i would like to share one of hadith, i reflect this hadith for us to think about,

Narrated 'Aisha: Once the Prophet came while a woman was sitting with me. He said, "Who is she?" I replied, "She is so and so," and told him about her (excessive) praying. He said disapprovingly, "Do (good) deeds which is within your capacity (without being overtaxed) as Allah does not get tired (of giving rewards) but (surely) you will get tired and the best deed (act of Worship) in the sight of Allah is that which is done regularly." Sahin Bukhari, Volume 1, Book 2, Number 41